were just for show. With or without them, the world for Mama had long ago become a series of blurry spots and lights. It was now mostly about smells and sounds.
"Come with me," she told Miranda. She dug her pudgy brown fingers into Miranda's forearm. "I have some tea."
Miranda looked uncertainly back at me, then at Ralph. Ralph's grin couldn't have made her feel any easier. The old woman led her back to the Cadillac, where she started unloading things into Miranda's arms - a thermos, a picnic basket, two pots of flowers, a large wreath.
Ralph made a small laugh. When he looked down at the tomb marker his smile didn't waver at all.
"My older brother," Ralph told me.
I nodded. Jose Domingo. An old man's name.
I wondered how many hours Jose had lived, what he thought up there in heaven of the thirtyplus years of infant's gifts and balloons he'd been receiving at his grave site.
"You got more family here?" I asked Ralph.
Ralph waved his hand toward the east, like it was his real estate.
"Take us two days, me and Mama. Start here and work our way around. Yvette's right over there. We have lunch with her, man."
Yvette. Kelly Arguello's mother. I exchanged looks with Ralph, but he didn't have to tell me about Kelly not being here, or about what he thought of her defection.
He watched Miranda struggling with the ofrendas Mama Arguello kept handing her.
Mama was giving her directions in Spanish, telling Miranda stories she couldn't understand.
Miranda began smiling. At first it was strained, grieved. Then Mama told her about who a particular bottle of whiskey was for, a real cabron, and Miranda laughed despite herself, almost spilling a plate of cookies balanced in the crook of her arm.
"The chica's in trouble?" Ralph asked.
"I don't know. I think she might be."
I told him what had been happening. Ralph shook his head. "Pinche rednecks. Pinche Chavez. You don't see him out here today."
"Can you help, Ralphas?"
Ralph looked at his brother's tombstone, then reached down and yanked out a piece of crabgrass at the edge of the marble. He threw it behind him carelessly. The weed landed on one of the unadorned graves, behind him. "This lady mean something to you?"
I hesitated, tried to form an answer, but Ralph held up his hand.
"Forget I asked, vato. How long I known you, eh?"
From another person, it would've irritated me. From Ralph, the statement was so honest, the grin that went with it so blatantly amused, that I couldn't help but crack a smile. "A long time."
"Shit, yet."
Miranda came back, burdened down with gifts for the dead but more at ease now, smiling tentatively. She followed Mama Arguello as she led the way to the next ancestor. Miranda looked back at me and asked, "Coming?"
We went to visit Yvette, about half an acre away. Her tombstone was an upright piece of white marble, rough finished around the edges. The stone was almost engulfed in a large pyracantha bush that hung its branches down in the shape of an octopus. Each branch was thick with red berries the size of bird shot.
Across the drive from her grave, a new hole was being dug. The riderless backhoe had scooped out a perfect coffinsized trench in the lawn and was now standing there, abandoned.
I stared at the backhoe.
Miranda helped Mama Arguello spread a blanket next to the grave and set out some paper plates of cinnamon toast and cups of steaming tea that smelled like lemon.
The cold air swept the steam from the tea. Mama set out a plate and a cup for Yvette's grave, then began telling the tombstone how well Kelly was doing in college. Ralph listened without comment. Miranda was shaking her head, looking across the cemetery at similar scenes here and there, at different grave sites. There were tears on her cheeks again.
"Today is better," Ralph told her. "Tomorrow - loco.
Worse than Fiesta."
Miranda brushed her hand under her eye, dazed. "I've lived in San Antonio my whole life - I never - " She
shook her head.
Ralph nodded. "Which San Antonio, eh?" A few feet away, a family unloaded from a long black town car. The grandmother had wraparound sunglasses and walked stiffly, like this was her first time out of the nursing home in a long time. She was escorted by a woman with orangeandbrownstreaked hair and a pink sweat suit and lots of jewellery. A couple of teenage girls followed, each with an expensive warmup suit and a smaller version