affect, and overall cogency. He watched, stunned, as Jason, eyeing a fly that had settled on Hal's face, said, "Hold on," and then took a walnut from a bowl on the table and whipped it at Hal's forehead, missing the insect by three or four inches.
"Oh fuck," Hal said, unresponsive to the nut, but smiling broadly now. "We're out of time."
Slowly, Jason's eyes fluttered shut. Their boat's only rudder was coming loose.
Suddenly, Mrs. Holland placed a bowl of some dark, vaguely living substance on the table in front of Nate. He stared up into her blazing eyes and heard her say, "You guys look like you just ran a marathon. Should I turn up the air conditioning?"
Atop the mush in his bowl, Nate saw a mucus beginning to form, suggesting the larval stage of some dreaded prehistoric creature. What rough beast, he wondered, had come round at last, unborn since these ingredients had last mingled in some glade of the ancient world?
"Keep it together over there!" Jason whispered harshly, bringing Nate into sudden awareness that only an inch separated his face from the gestation unfolding before him. He sat quickly upright, trying not to cry with fear.
"You all go ahead and start," Mrs. Holland said, miles away again. "I have to get this grain paste sorted out."
Emily's neck stiffened. "Something," she said, "something has to be done."
Nodding vigorously, Hal reached under his robe into his trouser pocket and somehow managed to make his cell phone ring, a call that he promptly answered.
"Oh my god," he said, loud out of all proportion. "You're kidding? Our family kitten? Out there on the highway? Right now? Oh, Mom. What can I do? You want me to come right now?"
He glanced at Jason, who turned quickly to his approaching mother and, looking somewhere over her shoulder, said, "Gee. I guess, well, so Hal - it looks like he's got this ... situation. I mean, this pet. This family pet cat. It looks as if it needs help."
Forgetting the premise of the ruse, Hal placed his phone down on the table.
For a moment the only sound was the crackle of insects being burned to death by the caged blue light on the porch.
"And what about your dinner, mister?" Mrs. Holland said.
At that moment, Nate realized he had been drafted into a kind of psychic air traffic control, minus training or any chance of success. Mrs. Holland's final, bitter word had dropped from beneath the clouds like an undetected passenger jet sailing straight for the terminal.
"Come on, Mom. This stuff looks like shit."
Her groggy eyes narrowed.
"Is that so? I'm glad you've learned to be so honest, Jason. It's a great quality in a man. I suppose you've told your friends that you've failed too many classes to graduate. Have you told them that?"
"Fuck you," he said, rising from the table. "Come on, guys, we're leaving."
He crossed the room and walked out the back door, the screen slapping behind him. Sheepishly, Emily followed.
"You know, Mrs. Holland," Hal began, spotting a box of matches by the salt and pepper and finally lighting the cigarette he'd been holding between his fingers all evening, "I appreciated the Sumerian angle. It's always interesting to consider the origin of things. Particularly in these times. That sounds like a really wonderful Listserv you have there." He inhaled, blew the smoke up toward the ceiling, and then, pushing his chair back, exited in the opposite direction from the others, back into the front hall.
Alone with her now, Nate watched as the viscosity in the air, which he had prayed was just a passing warp of his eye, began to leak openly into the world, the ceiling above Mrs. Holland becoming a slick, throbbing ooze, the lights in the room starting to pulse, bleeding along the edges of her rigid mother body, and then within her as well, her whole form glowing a dim orangey-red, the ember of some slowly dying need.
"I'm sorry," he said, standing up from the table. "I'm really sorry."
HE HURRIED ACROSS the yard trying to catch up with the others, relieved by the lack of brightness on this darkened stage of willows weeping branches into pools of lamplight, the air about him soft and damp. He could hear Jason up ahead, and then he saw them as he rounded the turn and came up alongside them, no one taking any notice. They walked for what seemed a long while down Chandler Drive and onto the college campus. Making their way into