among the stars.” Daisy says the words, standing on a step ladder and holding the top half of a strip of self-adhesive wallpaper to the line at the ceiling.
I guide the bottom half to meet the wainscoting, so it doesn’t curl and stick to itself.
“It’s a nice one, but it’s so overused.”
I’m glad we’ve made it past the potential awkwardness after last night. When I saw her at her aunt’s house, I could feel her pulling away, and I hated it. I knew it was my fault. I’m sure remembering Whistle Britches the flatulent pony helped.
Last night, after jerking off in the shower, I fell asleep to visions of her cute little ass in those cutoffs. Today, she’s all covered up in gray sweatpants and Sly’s ancient high school PE uniform shirt, and she’s still cute as hell.
Searching for a distraction, I told her I’d always wanted a motto or guiding principle, but I’d never been able to find one. We’ve been testing out different ones, but none feel right.
“An optimist believes the future is uncertain.” She tries again.
“What does a pessimist believe?”
She snorts. “He will never find a motto.”
“Gah!” I lift her off the step stool, and she falls over my shoulder laughing.
“Stop, you’re going to mess up the wallpaper!” She slaps my back, and I take a turn before putting her back.
“Maybe we should give it a rest.”
She runs the plastic, half-moon-shaped tool down the length of the wall, smoothing out any bubbles. “You said you’d check in today.”
It’s not really a question. In fact, I’d almost think she was offended if she had a tone.
“I was on my way here when Sly stopped me. I didn’t know she was back in town.”
“She just got back this morning.” Her eyes meet mine briefly, and she steps down from the stool to get another strip of wallpaper.
It’s a minimalistic design, blue line drawings on an off-white background. It reminds me of those Asian vases everybody has.
“She didn’t know what to do with Oliver, so I ran back to grab one of the footballs Dad has for Jesse.”
“J.R.’s little boy? He’s only a toddler.”
“Gotta start ‘em young.” I give her a wink, and she rolls her eyes as she climbs on the stool, ready to press the paper against the wall.
Tearing my eyes away from her ass, I catch the bottom of the strip. “I’m sorry about last night.”
“It’s okay. You probably would’ve been disappointed anyway.”
That pulls me up short. “I seriously doubt that.”
“I’m not very good at it.”
Cutting my eyes at her. “You mean you’re not a virgin? Daisy Sales is a slut.”
“I’m not a slut. I’m twenty-three. Stop acting like that.”
“It’s a joke. I’m not surprised.” We fasten the ends, and I step back as she smooths the paddle down the wall again. “I’m sure you’ve had guys interested in you. It’s the other part I don’t believe. Who said you weren’t good at it?”
Her bottom lip disappears between her teeth, and she hesitates.
I poke her ribs. “Tell me.”
“Braxton Peterson.” It’s so quiet, I almost don’t hear it.
“Who?”
“It’s not anybody you know. It was a guy from Greenville, before I moved here.”
“Wait… You haven’t slept with anybody since you moved here? That was… five years ago. What the fuck?”
“I told you. I’m not good at it. It’s too embarrassing.” Her voice goes lower as the red in her cheeks flames higher.
“Nope. Not buying it.” Shaking my head, I hold her hand as she walks down the stool.
“I’m telling you. That’s what he said.” She picks up another piece of wallpaper and holds it up. “Last piece.”
I wait as she peels the backing off and climbs up again to catch the end. “So this dickhead Peterson had sex with you, and after he got his rocks off, he said you sucked at it?”
“Worse.” She starts smoothing the paddle down the wall. “He told his friends, and after it circulated around the school, the word got back to me.”
Now I’ve got fire in my belly. I’m seeing red. “Mother fucker. Where can I find this guy?”
She exhales a sad little laugh. “I have no idea, but I’ve never been so happy to leave anywhere as I was when I left that school.”
“And you haven’t done it with anybody since?”
Her lips press together, and I’m pretty sure I’ve got the answer.
She steps down the ladder and crosses her arms, and we both look around the bathroom. It looks pretty damn good.
“Tomorrow I’ll paint this wainscoting white, and then all I’ll have