Reflected in You(46)

"You haven't had a bad dream in a long time."

Looking into his worried green eyes, I let him see how worn down I was.He gave my shoulder a reassuring squeeze.

"We'll take it easy this weekend.

Recharge.

We both need it.

You gonna be all right tonight?" "I've got her."

Gideon straightened from his perch on the lip of my bathtub, where he'd taken off his boots.

"That doesn't mean I'm not here."

Cary pressed a quick kiss to my temple.

"Holler if you need me."

The look he gave me before he left the room spoke volumes - he wasn't comfortable with Gideon sleeping over.

Truth was, I had some reservations, too.

I thought my lingering wariness over Gideon's sleep disorder was contributing a lot to my wild emotional state.

As Cary had recently said, the man I loved was a ticking time bomb, and I shared a bed with him.

I rinsed out my mouth and dropped my toothbrush back into its holder.

"I need a shower."

I'd taken one before I crashed, but now I felt dirty again.

Cold sweat clung to my skin and when I closed my eyes, I could smell him - Nathan - on me.

Gideon turned on the water, then started stripping, blessedly distracting me with the sight of his gloriously tight body.

His muscles were hard and well defined, his build lean yet powerful and elegant.

I left my clothes where they fell and stepped beneath the steamy spray with a groan.

He entered the stall behind me, brushing my hair aside and pressing a kiss to my shoulder.

"How are you?" "Better."

Because you're near.

His arms wrapped carefully around my waist and he released a shaky exhalation.

"I .

Jesus, Eva.

Were you dreaming about Nathan?" I took a deep breath.

"Maybe one day we'll talk about our dreams, huh?" He inhaled sharply, his fingertips flexing against my hip.

"It's like that, is it?" "Yeah," I muttered.