What he was about to do was a dick move, but if he didn’t do something, if he didn’t convince her to let him make her come, they’d both lose their fucking minds.
It didn’t have to go any further than that. She was saving herself for that douchebag firefighter, but she’d said herself that she wanted to experiment with Connor. She learned how to give a handjob and now she’d find out what it was like to come from someone other than her own hand. It was… valuable information for her.
Whatever, asshole. You just want to make her come so that when she finally does start dating Daniel, you can at least know that you were the first man to make her come. You’re pathetic, you know that?
He ignored his inner voice. The thought of Daniel getting Kira’s virginity made him feel, well… a little stabby if he was being honest.
Since when did you start thinking of a woman’s virginity as being a prize?
He didn’t. But Kira thought it was special and the idea that she would be giving it to Daniel pissed him off. It shouldn’t and he had no right to be angry, but he couldn’t deny that at some point in the last week or so, he wanted to be the guy that Kira gave her virginity to.
It was ridiculous. Ridiculous and completely irrational and something he wanted desperately. Daniel didn’t deserve it. Hell, he didn’t deserve Kira. She was sweet and thoughtful, and he was a selfish dick who only used her. Kira thinking that Daniel was more worthy of her virginity than Connor, was a hard pill to swallow.
Yeah, well, it is what it is. Are we doing this or not?
He was. Maybe it made him pathetic to be so determined to be the first guy to make Kira come, but he could live with that if it meant hearing Kira’s soft cries as she climaxed. Hell, if he was really lucky, he’d convince her at some point to sit on his face so he could taste her and make her come on his mouth too.
She didn’t want you touching her yesterday afternoon. Why do you think tonight will be any different? You’re down a strike, buddy. Two more and you’re out of the game.
Maybe, but he was willing to take the chance. She wanted him, that was more than obvious, and he wanted to give her what she needed. Seducing her while she was only half-awake would be a dick move but he was shamefully desperate.
He drank the rest of his water and set it back on the nightstand before texting Kira. He listened intently, his heart speeding up when he heard her climb out of bed and the thud of her footsteps as she crossed her room. She was standing in his room in less than two minutes, squinting at him in the light of the moon.
“Connor? What’s wrong? Are you in pain?”
“No, I’m okay.”
She was wearing a long and faded Harmony Falls High Badgers t-shirt with their mascot – a snarling badger wrapped around the letters H and F – displayed prominently on the front. She was braless and his cock swelled against his boxers.
“Are you sure?” She sat down on his left side, her pale thigh pressing against his. She brushed her tangled hair back from her face and gave him a look of concern.
“Positive. I didn’t mean to wake you, but I couldn’t sleep.”
“You didn’t wake me.” Her skin smelled like vanilla. She’d had a bath before bed, he’d heard her running the water, and it had taken everything in him not to masturbate to the thought of her naked and wet in the tub.
“Can’t sleep either, huh?” he said.
She shook her head. His idea to seduce her while she was kind of sleepy was being tossed out the window, but he didn’t care. Just having her sitting next to him, her slender body touching his, made him feel better.
“Thank you for everything you’ve done,” he said. “You’ve gone way above and beyond the fake girlfriend duties.”
“I don’t mind,” she said. “I like helping you.”
His gaze dropped to her mouth and she visibly trembled. “Connor, I…”
“Please, Kira,” he said. He didn’t care that he was begging. “I want you so much.”
“I want you too,” she whispered. “But you need rest and I don’t want to make your knee worse…”
“You won’t,” he said. “I promise, honey.”
He rested one big hand on her slender thigh, stroking the satin skin. “All I want