and he couldn't imagine any young mother not choosing them to rear her child.
"You were in the same orientation class as the Sterlings, weren't you?"
Andrew allowed the name to filter through his mind. "He was a fireman as I recall."
"That's the couple. They adopted a baby girl last October."
"That's wonderful."
"I thought you'd be pleased."
He was, of course, but a small part of him couldn't help being envious. Leah desperately wanted a child, and in an effort to reassure her he'd downplayed his own desire for a family. He loved his wife and would give anything for them to have a child.
"Do you still want me to resubmit your name?" Mrs. Burchell asked after a moment's silence.
"Please," he said, his hand tightening around the receiver. If it took another five years or more, then that was just how long they'd need to wait. That he was doing this behind Leah's back didn't sit well with him, but some action needed to be taken, and this seemed the most logical choice. If they were chosen by a birth mother again, then they'd make the necessary adjustments. A child was welcome into their lives at any time. Love guaranteed.
For the life of her, Monica hadn't been able to forget the private investigator. Heaven knew she'd tried. He was little better than an alcoholic, drinking beer in the middle of the day. Not only that, he'd been arrogant, rude, and curt with her. He'd treated her as if she were a senseless child when she'd tried to help him.
Monica didn't understand what it was about this one man that intrigued her so. She'd gone to bed that night and dreamed of him. She'd woken breathless, her heart pounding double time. A woman had no control over her dreams, Monica assured herself. If she had, Monica certainly wouldn't have allowed that . . . man to touch her. The very idea was appalling. No, Monica corrected, closing her eyes and shaking her head, that wasn't the truth. It was the problem. She had thought about him touching her, kissing her. Her untamed imagination had taken over and she'd allowed it to happen in her dreams.
"There you are," her father said, strolling into the living room. "I've been looking for you." He settled down in the leather chair by the fireplace and reached for the evening paper. "I'm afraid I'm going to need you tomorrow afternoon."
"For what?" He seemed to forget she had a job and even if she did work as the church secretary it was a demanding position. Her father would cover for her if necessary, but she would rather he asked first instead of volunteering her services, which was something he often did.
"Mrs. Ferdnand just phoned and she can't be a bell ringer for the shift she signed up to take last Sunday."
"But, Dad." Standing on a cold street corner and collecting charitable donations was the last way Monica wished to spend an afternoon. An hour never lasted so long and by the end of her shift she'd be frozen solid.
"I wouldn't ask if it wasn't necessary."
"I know." It was useless to argue with him. The man had the patience of Job and an answer for every argument.
"It's downtown so you'll be sure to get plenty of traffic," her father added, reaching for the sports section of the newspaper and folding it open.
"Great." She stabbed the needle into the fabric and set aside her needlepoint. After working on this Ten Commandment project for weeks she was only on the fourth commandment, which meant she hadn't a prayer of finishing before Christmas. She studied the tiny stitches. Ironically the one she was currently stitching stated Honor Thy Father and Thy Mother. God must have worked it out that way, sealing any argument she might have given.
"Are you all right?" her father asked her unexpectedly, momentarily setting the paper aside.
"I'm fine," she said, then amended, "a little tired perhaps."
"I thought as much. You don't seem to be yourself lately."
"Oh?"
"I know this thing with Patrick hurt you and . . ."
"Patrick is a friend, Dad. He was never anything more. I don't know why you insist upon dragging his name into every conversation." It was a white lie to suggest she hadn't cared about Patrick, but sometimes she found those necessary, although she was never comfortable stretching the truth.
"I noticed Michael talking to you the other day. He's a very nice young man." He eyed her speculatively as if waiting for her to comment.
"Very nice," she