was bouncing against the back of the hand Matias had pressed against my lower abdomen.
“I would never hurt you,” Matias growled against my mouth. He was angry.
Really angry.
But I also heard something else in his voice.
Hurt.
It made no sense, but I knew that was what it was. I shook my head. “No, that’s not why—”
“Then why?” Matias asked, his voice softening somewhat.
I reached up to cover the hand he had on my chest. I dropped my eyes to look at our fingers. His were thick and strong and calloused. His tattoos covered most of the back of his hand and he had numbers on his knuckles. Conversely, my hands were pale and smooth and delicate looking.
We were so different, yet when I ran my fingers over his, there was no missing the tremor that ran through his body… much like the one that always went through mine when he touched me.
“I don’t want to disappoint you,” I said softly as I continued to study our hands. “Mac was the only man I’ve ever had sex with.”
Matias kissed me deeply. When our mouths separated, he moved his to my ear and kissed the shell of it before whispering, “You won’t disappoint me. You can’t. Even if this is all we do…” He kissed me again but this time it was soft and sweet. “Not possible,” he said in that blunt way of his.
The soft kisses quickly turned hungry and desperate. I reached behind me to grab Matias’s naked hips as he began to rock against me once again. He chose that moment to close his hand around my cock, causing me to cry out into his mouth. I grunted and groaned as he both kissed me and fisted my dick. It took only minutes to have me squirming helplessly against him as the coil of need inside of me began to tighten more and more. Matias’s lubed dick was still notched between my ass cheeks, so I reached between us to search him out. He moaned into my mouth when I fisted him. I gave him a few pumps before guiding him to my hole.
“Have to get you ready,” he ground out against my mouth even as he pushed against my entrance.
“Want it like this,” I muttered. The sensation of his crown breaching me stole my breath, so I couldn’t tell him how much I’d always craved the burn of being penetrated without much prep.
Of course, that had been with Mac’s cock and he hadn’t been as thick or long as Matias.
His entry hurt like hell, but I held out for what I knew would follow. Thankfully, Matias didn’t linger as he worked his way past the outer ring of muscle trying to keep him out. When my body finally gave up the fight, I shouted in relief as Matias’s crown notched inside of me. The pain as my body struggled to accept the invasion quickly turned to something more.
Matias’s mouth searched out mine as he held himself in place to give me time to adjust to him. I reached up to wrap my hand around the back of his neck as we kissed. I didn’t need to tell Matias when to move again. He seemed to already know. It was a slow process of give and take, but when I felt his balls press against my ass, I wanted to shout for joy.
God, how I’d missed this exact moment. The warm body at my back, the soft lips at the nape of my neck, the thick flesh inside of me that made me feel just a little less empty.
“Matias,” I breathed as I closed my eyes and tried to take in all the sensations that were bombarding my body.
Matias still had one hand on my dick which he began moving as he pulled out of my body and then slowly slid back in. I cried out in pleasure as electricity sparked beneath my skin. Between the cock spearing in and out of me and the rough hand matching that same pace on my dick, the coil inside of me began to build and build on itself at a frightening pace. I tried to focus on anything other than the pleasure in the hopes of staving off my release, but when Matias grunted in my ear and then shoved me down over the worktable, I knew I wouldn’t have to.
With one hand on my hip and the other surrounding my cock, Matias began working every part of me over. His thrusts