in to turn in that direction. But I can say that I have a better understanding of my father's motives now. Everything he did, he did for us. Even if it was incredibly stupid. I guess it's just a matter of finding something or someone worth going to such extremes for.
Like Olivia.
Again, like a nightmare you can't forget even after your eyes are open, I picture her screaming as faceless men torture her, tear at her clothes, touch her with their grimy hands. That's when all my convictions go straight out the window. I would have no problem whatsoever taking the life of someone who would hurt her. None. I might live to regret it, but if it meant keeping her safe, my regret would only extend so far.
The pit of my stomach churns with anger. My teeth grind with rage. My jaw aches from being clenched so tightly. Fury, like an uncontrollable animal, claws at the inside of my chest, desperate to get out and take its revenge.
Cranking the throttle even higher, I speed toward Olivia.
The rest of the short drive goes by in a blur of violent thoughts and horrific imaginations. By the time I drive past the street Gavin specified, I feel like I might explode if I don't get my hands on someone, someone to pound my fists into until they're lifeless beneath me.
Parking my bike behind a red minivan, I walk casually down the street until I get back to the intersection just beyond where they're holding Olivia. I stop at the stop sign and look both ways, taking in as much detail as I can without seeming suspicious.
The street looks innocent enough. It's a lower-income neighborhood. That much is obvious by the size and simplicity of the houses. Two fairly neat rows of small, square, shutter-less brick homes line the street. The lawns are neat, but functionally so. There's no fancy landscaping here. There are a few bikes on a few walkways, but I don't see any elaborate outdoor equipment in any of the backyards.
As I make my way along the cracked sidewalk that snakes between overgrown trees, I realize it's the perfect place to be anonymous. There are a few cars along the street, likely those who work the night shift and are sleeping by now. The rest of the residents are probably either at work or at school, leaving the criminals with lots of privacy to do whatever they like. There's no one around to hear any screams.
I spot Gavin's Hummer. My eyes scan the area from left to right as I approach it. When I confirm that it seems we're not being watched, I open the door and duck inside.
Immediately, Gavin hands me a knife with a four inch blade, perfect for cutting throats or stabbing into deep tissue. Without question, I take it and slide it into my boot as Gavin screws a silencer onto the end of a Makarov.
"Irony?" I ask, referring to the Russian made gun. Gavin grins. "So, what do you know?"
"Not much more than I did. With the houses like this, and it being daylight, it makes it hard to sneak around. Now if I'd known and could come prepared, I'd be checking the cable or telephone. But as it is, I'm lucky I had my stash with me."
"Thank God you're a paranoid bastard."
"Right? Otherwise your girlfriend might be in deep shit."
"You mean deepER shit."
"Well, I figure it could've been worse. The blokes that have her shouldn't be too much of a challenge. I'd say we got lucky the transaction with you was going down at the same time. If I had to guess, they'd made all kinds of preparations for that. Not just making the trade, but disposing of bodies as well. All in all, I think we're in good shape. It doesn't hurt that they're Bratva either. No one should find out about what's going to happen in that house until some of the big boys come to check in on these piss-ants when they don't answer the phone."
It helps that this is probably the kind of neighborhood where people mind their business for fear of getting shot.
"You've been here all morning. Don't you think this is pretty risky, considering someone may have gotten your license plates?"
"Nah, I