Nolan shrugged. “I’m not terribly good at saying no.”
“Practice.” I shook my head as he giggled. “You’re going to apologize for not listening to me at some point.”
“Nope, I’m going to love it.” He said it with such conviction we both knew he’d made a decision about something. “I’m going to talk to my boyfriend and get some of this off my chest.”
“Do you guys live together?” I was relieved when he shook his head.
“No, we’ve been taking that part slow. Partly, I think, because I hadn’t talked to him about this, so I wasn’t in a hurry to share my space.” Nolan’s answer was a bit vague, so I poked at it.
“Can’t have a boyfriend over when you’ve got toys in the living room.” I grinned when he gave me a sheepish smile. “I knew a guy a few years ago that was a little. He moved when he found his Daddy, but his apartment always had toys and his little stuff everywhere, so he didn’t bring anyone over who wouldn’t understand.”
“It’s easier that way. I try to keep it picked up, but I like having my stuff out.” Nolan took a deep breath. “It makes me feel more relaxed.”
“I can understand that and so will whoever is right for you.” I leaned into his shoulder again. “If your boyfriend can’t understand that, then ask him about you finding a Daddy. Think of it like you having a fabulous best friend who takes care of you. If you need to, there are some dating sites that are starting to pop up that have a mix of people on there. Look for guys like Maverick who are flirty and clearly into you because they don’t mess around with that kind of stuff. You’ll know if they want to dominate you.”
Nolan giggled. “I think I’m starting to like the idea of a straightforward guy.”
“It’s startling at first, but you get used to it. Just talk things out and set boundaries. If your boyfriend understands that you won’t be having conventional sex then he might not see it as cheating or something he has a problem with.” I wasn’t surprised when Nolan blushed again.
“But the tentacles…” His gaze darted all around the park as he tried not to look at me.
“The tentacles are the best thing ever put on this earth for a gay sub to enjoy.” Nolan barked out a laugh as I nodded. “Oh yeah, think about the best toy ever and then multiply that by a thousand.”
He giggled. “I think I might need to do some research about that.”
“Oh yeah, but the mixed couples on a few of the porn sites are the absolute best. Look for ones with real chemistry who don’t do scenes with other people. There are a few bonded couples who are doing porn.” That seemed to be the best way to get an idea of how sex with them worked.
There needed to be some better educational material, though.
Sex ed through porn wasn’t always the best idea.
Nolan leaned over and gave me a hug. “Thank you for coming to talk to me.”
“Anytime. And I mean that.” I hugged him back. “Cameron and I had each other to talk to about a lot of this stuff when he first started seeing George, but I know that not everyone has a good support system. You’re fun to talk to and you don’t think we’re insane.”
Nolan’s smile widened. “I think you guys are hilarious.”
“It’s hard finding friends who don’t mind watching you get felt up.” I was mostly teasing, so I chuckled when he blushed. “Okay, speaking of being felt up, I think I’ve earned an orgasm after my walk.”
I raised my voice a little and glanced over at Maverick. “Master, I’m ready to go home.”
Nolan laughed and I rolled my eyes. “He’s decided that to take care of me properly I need more exercise.”
“Yep, I’m starting to see what you’re saying when you call them caretaker Doms.” Nolan glanced back and forth between us. “Thanks.”
“No problem.” As Maverick started to head over, I grinned. “I got exercise.”
He gave me a long stare. “Walking around the block while complaining does not earn you an orgasm.”
Fuck.
Nolan just laughed.
We’d see who would be laughing once he got a Daddy.
Chapter 18
Trip
“I cannot decide if you were too naughty for a spanking for complaining or if you were too good for one because of your help with Nolan’s emotional well-being.” Maverick’s words had me giggling as we walked into the house.
“I didn’t