text message away.”
“Will do!” Heidi says as she claims a chip. “Thanks, Jenna.”
Jenna takes a step back into the hallway and closes the door behind her.
Heidi sits down on the bed next to me with the plate.
“What was that?” I ask her.
“Oh.” Heidi swallows before answering. “She’s paying her penance.”
“Oh.” I nod. “And how long is that going to last?”
“Until I get bored.”
“Nice.”
She offers me a chip. I take it.
I sit up on the bed and put my feet on the floor. The room is dark and quiet, the only sounds being the occasional settling of the old house or Heidi’s barely audible breaths. Outside of my head, that is.
Inside, I’m screaming.
How did I fuck this up so badly?
“Drew?” Heidi rolls over in the dark. “You okay?”
“Can’t sleep,” I whisper.
She sits up and curls her arms around to hug me from behind. Her touch leaves warm blooms on my skin, soft and comforting as silk. I close my eyes, focusing on the good parts of this. Her passion. Her support. Her love.
But it all comes with a price.
My community. My career. My future.
How do I fix this?
Heidi shifts forward and straddles me on the edge of the bed. “You want me to wear you out?” she whispers, her playful voice tickling my ear.
I chuckle.
We kiss in the dark. She hovers her hips over my lap, a gentle, teasing sway that makes me hard. I pull her shirt over her head to kiss her naked breasts, licking her pointed nipples and listening to her soft gasps of pleasure in the shadows. She cups my face and draws my mouth to claim hers again.
“Drew,” she moans between kisses. “I want you...”
I cling to her. I grind my hard cock against her. I imagine all the things I could do to her, relishing in every one of them.
“I want you to come on my face.”
My cock twitches, the words alone sending bolts of guilty pleasure through me.
“Please,” she says with the slightest begging moan. “Come on my face.”
Heidi slips off my lap and drops to her knees on the floor. She pulls my pants off as she moves, easily navigating in the dark, but we’re way past the awkward phase. Now, she’s confident and vocal about what she wants. She knows me and my body, her and her body. She’s an amazing lover. A supportive friend. The perfect girlfriend.
But what am I?
Would she call me the perfect boyfriend? Would Seth call me a supportive friend?
Who even am I anymore?
She takes me into her open mouth. I slide back, submitting to the weight of her hand on my chest as she pushes me down. She touches my body as her head bobs. Her tongue swirls around my tip, giving me firm flicks that drive me crazy. My breath hitches. My balls tighten. I squeeze her hair as she pulls me out of her mouth and strokes me with her hand. She kisses the base and laves my balls, giving her jaw a break and torturing me at the same time.
“Drew,” she whispers, her voice light and wild. “Fuck my face.”
She licks up my shaft, using the full front of her tongue, and all I can do is groan in response. I pull her hair tighter. I brace my hips to move. I shove my cock back into her willing mouth and I thrust into her throat. She takes it. She moans and chokes and sucks me even harder. She’s sexy and filthy and beautiful in every way.
I give her what she wants.
I pull out. My cum covers her mouth and fires across her nose and forehead. She closes her eyes and keeps her mouth open, welcoming a final spray on her tender, pink tongue. She swallows and sucks me clean. I grunt and grit my teeth, riding the full body orgasm until I can’t take the torment anymore.
Innocent little Heidi Newbury.
But she’s not innocent anymore.
Because of me.
Chapter 46
Heidi
I wake to the sound of something moving around my bedroom. A few months ago, this would have startled me, but nowadays, I know it’s just Drew. I’m safe and sound with him wandering around, and the thought alone brings a smile to my face.
His weight settles at the foot of the bed. I open my eyes, spotting Drew sitting there. He slowly slides on his shoes, trying not to make too much noise and wake up me. I don’t move. I wonder how long it’ll take before he feels me watching him.
Drew glances at me over