this true?”
I am going to be expelled.
The study began to spin before her eyes. She could only nod.
Miss Wordsworth’s clear gaze assessed her with a measure of concern. “Were you treated well?”
“Well enough, miss.”
“I’m relieved to hear it,” Miss Wordsworth said. “Nevertheless, the matter is highly unfortunate. As you are aware, women in higher education already encounter opposition at every turn. Your comportment always reflects on women in higher education and our institution as a whole.”
“Yes, miss.”
“Scandal is ammunition for the opposition,” Miss Wordsworth continued, “which is why I had explicitly advised you to honor the trust we put in you despite your political stipend.”
Annabelle heard the warden as if from a distance. “I’m going to be expelled,” she said.
Miss Wordsworth’s face softened for a moment. “No. But you are rusticated with immediate effect.”
Annabelle gave a choked little laugh. Rusticated. Literally, it meant to go and reside in the country. Such a quaint term to describe the end of her dreams. Even if this was but a temporary expulsion, she had no country manor to which she could retreat.
As of now, she had nothing.
She kept her back ramrod straight. As if that could keep everything else from imploding in on itself. “Is it possible to say when I could be reinstated?”
Miss Wordsworth shook her head. “We will initiate an investigation. It normally concludes in favor of the student around the time the rumor has been forgotten.”
Annabelle knew enough about rumors to know that this would not be forgotten for years. She had been arrested and imprisoned, with no name to shield her.
She didn’t know how she made her way back to her room, made it up the narrow, creaking steps.
For a long minute, she stood in the door and looked at the tiny chamber. The narrow bed, the narrow desk, the small wardrobe that was just big enough to hold her few clothes. For four months, she’d had a room of her own. It was unfathomable that it should come to an end.
* * *
Through the bars of rain streaking across the window of his landau, Sebastian could make out the gray shape of Buckingham Palace and found the sight tired him profoundly. When this election was over and he had recovered his brother, he would go on a holiday. Somewhere solitary and warm. Greece. Hell no. Not Greece.
He could tell that the queen was not amused the moment he set foot in her apartment. Her compact form looked tense like a trap ready to spring; she was, in fact, brimming with an antagonism that was a little puzzling in its severity.
“First the farmers and the corn laws,” she said, casting his latest paper a withering glance, “and again you insist that Beaconsfield speak more in public—in town halls! Why, you will be wanting to give workingmen the vote next.”
“You will find no such proposition in my concept, ma’am.”
“Not in those words, no,” she said acerbically, “but close enough. Town halls! Besides, Beaconsfield’s constitution will not allow for the fiendish schedule you suggest.”
“Then I labored under the misapprehension,” Sebastian said, “that since he is running for the position of prime minister, he would be able to engage with his constituents.”
He knew the moment the words had left his mouth that they had been decidedly too sarcastic in tone. He was taken aback. His control had slipped, in a strategy meeting with the queen no less. She seemed equally surprised. Her eyes had widened; now they had narrowed to cool slits.
“Given what is at stake, for the country and for yourself, I would have thought you had an interest in winning this election,” she said.
He exhaled slowly. “I do. This is the best strategy for winning it.”
“It might well win the election,” she conceded, “but it is not how the party must win.”
“Ma’am, I don’t follow.”
“Well, there is little use in a victory for the Tory party, is there, if de facto, they are not the Tory party anymore.”
He would never understand it, the desire to turn a straight path to victory into a serpentine one.
The queen rose, and so he rose also, and she began to pace with angry, jerky little steps.
“I thought of you as highly principled,” she said, “and now I find you are putting outcome above principles. Oh, we cannot abide an opportunist.”
Sebastian’s fist clenched behind his back. “And yet none of my suggestions run counter to my principles.”
She stopped dead. She rotated toward him slowly, the effect of which would have terrified a lesser man. “Then