to accommodate him, and the silky brush of her thighs against his hips swept any conscious thoughts from his mind. Her nails bit into the balls of his shoulders, telling him she didn’t want him gentle; she was urging him on with small scratches and throaty moans until his own groans and the sound of bodies coming together in a frantic mating filled his bedchamber.
* * *
He sprawled back against the bed’s headboard, blissfully spent, with Annabelle nestled in the crook of his arm. Her fingers drew circles on his chest. He could feel her breath flow over his cooling skin in gentle puffs. How strange, how marvelous, that he should hold a whole armful of bliss, when he had never set out to pursue it. This sort of happiness was not for men like him, or so he had thought.
He kissed the top of her head. “I will buy you a yacht,” he said.
Her hand on his chest stilled.
“I admit it’s not a Greek galleon,” he continued, “but we could sail to Persia. And I’ll buy you a house near Belgrave Square.”
He’d do it tomorrow, buying her house. With her nearby, he’d be able to kiss her soft mouth before setting out in the mornings. He’d come home to her after a long day in Parliament and take her to bed.
Annabelle was silent.
“My love?”
More silence. It was beginning to sound meaningful.
He cupped her chin and made her face him, and the look in her eyes took him aback. Weary and miserable. As if all at once the fractured night and a dozen regrets had caught up with her.
“I have not pleased you,” he said slowly.
“No,” she said, “that’s not it.” She sat up and took the sheet with her, clutching it to her chest.
A shard of ice slid down his spine. “Then what is it?”
She lowered her lashes.
“Look at me,” he ground out.
She obeyed, and he could see the delicate muscles working in her throat as she was trying to hold his gaze. A horrible sinking feeling gripped him as his mind raced, enumerating the facts. She was naked and in his bed. Just ten minutes ago, she had been gasping in his arms with pleasure. She obviously wanted him.
And yet she was retreating, raising up a wall around her with the sole purpose of shutting him out. It set his every predatory instinct on fire.
“Why did you come to me last night?” he asked.
Another nervous glance. “I did not come to you for a business transaction.”
“Why,” he repeated, “did you come to me?”
Her shoulders drooped. “I wanted you,” she murmured. “I wanted you.”
“And that has now changed?”
She shook her head, her eyes turning oddly shiny. Good God. Was she about to cry?
“Annabelle . . .”
“I will always want you, Sebastian,” she said. “How could I not?”
The words should have elated him, but there was an awful ring of finality to them. Like the singing of a blade as it came down. And pretending it wasn’t happening had never stopped a fatal blow.
“You are not going to stay, are you,” he asked flatly.
She bit her lip. “I can’t. I told you so before.”
“You came to me,” he said. “You came to me and I told you I cannot offer you more.”
“You did, yes. But neither can I.”
He gave a soft, derisive laugh. “Indeed you did not say you would agree to my terms. I assumed. I made an assumption. Naturally, the result is a misunderstanding.”
“I never meant—”
He held up his hand. “You can’t leave. Not after this.”
She looked at him beseechingly, and it made him want to give her a shake. “How can you even contemplate it?” he said. “It is extraordinary between us, and you know it.”
“Yes,” she said, “but it hasn’t changed anything, has it?”
It had changed everything. He knew with certainty now that they wouldn’t be done for a long, long time.
“Don’t,” he said hoarsely, “don’t throw away what we have just because you cannot have everything.”
Her gaze strayed furtively to the door. She was preparing to flee.
An emotion spread in his chest, black and heavy like oil. He had felt it once before, years ago in his late father’s study when it had first dawned on him that he was on the brink of losing everything.
“Annabelle.” It came out raspy.
Her lips quivered; he could feel the cracks running through her defenses, and still she was holding herself together at the seams with her damned stubbornness. Damn her, damn her will, her pride, her self-possession. Everything