to miss the pain, the anger, the heartache. Perhaps she recognized it because she'd experienced it herself, right along with the disintegration of her own marriage.
The two parties continued to await her decision. Since everything was in order and both were in agreement, there was little to hold up the procedure. This hearing was simply a formality so they could proceed to the dissolution of their marriage.
"Seven thousand dollars is quite a lot of debt to accumulate in just a few months," she said, prolonging their wait.
"I agree, Your Honor," Brad Dumas inserted quickly, "but there were extenuating circumstances."
Olivia caught sight of her mother in the viewing chamber. She often sat in the front row, almost always occupied with her needles and yarn. But Charlotte wasn't knitting now. Her fingers clenched the needles that rested in her lap, as though she, too, understood the significance of what was happening.
Olivia hesitated, which was completely unlike her. She was known for being swift and decisive. What this couple needed was a gentle, loving hand to guide them through the grieving process. Ending their marriage wouldn't solve the problems; personal experience had taught Olivia that. If the Randalls insisted on going through with their divorce, Olivia would be helping them pave a one-way road to pain and guilt. However, she had no legal reason not to rescind the agreement.
"I'm going to take a ten-minute recess...to review this agreement," she announced. Then, before the members of either party could reveal their shock, she got up and headed toward her chambers. She heard the rustle of the courtroom as everyone stood, followed by a flurry of hushed whispers.
Sitting at her desk, Olivia leaned her head against the high-back leather chair and closed her eyes. It was inevitable that she'd see the comparisons between herself and Cecilia Randall. Fifteen years ago, Olivia had lost her oldest son. All those years had come and gone, but the pain of Jordan's death had never faded, and it never would. In the twelve months after the drowning accident, her entire world had crumbled. First she'd lost her son and then her husband. Over the years, small problems had crept into her marriage - nothing big, nothing overwhelming or unusual, just the typical stress experienced by any couple with dual careers and three demanding children. But after Jordan's death, that stress had multiplied tenfold, had become insurmountable. Before Olivia could fully appreciate what they were doing, they'd separated. Not long afterward, Olivia and Stan found themselves standing in front of a judge, and the divorce was declared final.
Three months later, Stan had shocked her and everyone else by remarrying. Apparently he'd been confiding his problems to this other woman for some time, keeping the relationship a secret from Olivia.
A knock sounded at her door and before Olivia could answer, her mother let herself in.
Olivia straightened. She should've known her mother would take this opportunity to speak with her. "Hello, Mom."
"I'm not disturbing you, am I?"
Olivia shook her head. Her mother knew the door was always open as far as she was concerned.
"Oh, good." Charlotte immediately got to the point - her point. "What a shame it is, that young couple wanting out of their marriage when they've barely had a chance to get to know each other."
Olivia was thinking the same thing, although she couldn't and wouldn't admit it.
"It seems to me that neither of them is very keen on this divorce. I could be wrong, but - "
"Mother, you know I can't discuss my cases."
"Yes, yes, I know, but sometimes I just can't help myself." Charlotte started to back out the door, then apparently changed her mind. "I don't know if I ever told you this, but your father and I didn't get along the first year, either."
This was news to Olivia.
"Clyde was a stubborn man, and as you might have noticed I have a strong will of my own."
That was an understatement if ever there was one.
"Our first year, all we did was argue," Charlotte said. "And then, before I knew it, I was pregnant with your brother and well...well, we worked everything out. We had a lot of good years together, your father and I." Her hands tightened around her purse and her knitting bag. "He was the love of my life." As if she'd said more than she'd intended, Charlotte moved out of the room and gently closed the door behind her.
Grinning, Olivia got to her feet. Leave it to her mother to say exactly what