summertime music series sponsored by the downtown merchants - was on tonight. This was exactly the kind of social gathering Dan hated; in all the years the performances had been offered, Grace hadn't attended a single one.
Families came with their children, senior citizens brought their own chairs, teenagers hung out in groups. Most people brought a take-out dinner. The blend of young and old drew the community together.
As she reached her car, Grace heard sixties rock-and-roll and sang along with an old Diana Ross hit. All at once it dawned on her that there was nothing to keep her away. There hadn't really been a good reason in the past, and there wasn't now.
Dan would never have told her she couldn't attend, but she hadn't wanted to go alone. She was alone now, with no reason to hurry home. She could stay or leave as she wished; it was entirely up to her. How odd that this insight should give her such a profound sense of freedom. It felt as if shackles had been unlocked and the weight she'd carried had fallen from her shoulders. She was free - free to attend the concert. Free to enjoy life without catering to Dan's likes and dislikes. Free to do what she wanted.
Walking over to the park, Grace stopped long enough to pick up an order of chicken teriyaki from the Japanese restaurant across the street.
Most of the seating had already been taken. Grace stood and watched, delighting in the fact that so many people were enjoying the concert. A trio of women cavorted on the bandstand. Dressed in miniskirts, pageboy haircuts and pink feather boas, The Blondells performed the old Supremes hits from the '60s, and Grace found herself smiling at their energy and high-spirited fun.
"Grace!" Charlotte Jefferson raised her arm in order to attract Grace's attention. Her best friend's mother sat on the outer edge of a semicircle of lawn chairs, with a blanket spread in front of her.
Grace made her way over to Charlotte, maneuvering slowly through the crowd.
"Sit here with me," Charlotte invited. "I have something I want to discuss with you later, all right?"
"Sure." Grateful for the invitation, Grace sat down on the blanket and leaned against one leg of Charlotte's chair. Her back would start to ache soon, but she would enjoy this as long as she could.
"This is such good music," Charlotte announced when the intermission was announced.
"It's fabulous," Grace agreed.
"You know, I was just thinking of you the other day," Charlotte said. "I have something for you."
"Me?"
"I talked it over with Olivia, and she thinks it's a good idea. Exactly what you needed, she said."
Grace was intrigued.
"A friend of mine, a good friend, has a wonderful companion, and well, she's moving to a retirement complex and needs to find a home for Buttercup."
"Buttercup?"
"Harry's been such a loyal friend, and seeing that you're alone, I thought..." Charlotte looked uncertain. "I did plan to ask you first, but as I recall you've had dogs in the past."
Dan had loved his dogs, and throughout their marriage they'd had a number of family pets. Two years ago, their small cocker mix had died peacefully in his sleep and Dan had decided they wouldn't have any more animals.
"What kind of dog is Buttercup?" she asked.
"A golden retriever."
"I'd love a dog," Grace said decisively. "I really would."
Charlotte rubbed her hands together. "I'm so pleased. Olga's been terribly worried about finding a good home for her dog. I knew you were the right person."
"I'd be happy to take Buttercup over to visit Olga now and then, if that would put her mind at ease."
"Oh, Grace, what a thoughtful gesture. Olga would be so appreciative."
That weekend, the golden retriever became part of Grace's life. She wasn't sure how well the dog would adapt to a new environment, but the moment Grace brought her into the house, it was as if Buttercup recognized it as her home and prepared to settle in.
"Well, Buttercup," she said, releasing her from the leash. "What do you think?"
With her tail wagging, the golden retriever examined each room, paused in the middle of the living room and then jumped into the old recliner that had been Dan's chair. Dark eyes watching Grace, she rested her chin on her paws.
Grace couldn't help it; she burst out laughing. Of all the places for Buttercup to claim as her own, she'd chosen Dan's chair. Somehow she'd instinctively known that space was available.
"We're going to be good friends, aren't we, Buttercup?" Grace