your ass out of trouble.”
“I’m working on it, Freddy. Believe me.”
The last thing I want to do is fuck up my livelihood again, especially now with a baby on the way.
I will be the champ.
I will make my dream come true.
Tonight I will remain in control.
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Chapter 31
Anna
Xavier’s head hangs down, his long hair falling around his face like a curtain as he stares absently at his hands. He flexes his fingers in and out causing the toned muscle of his arms to work beneath his tattooed skin.
This match is the biggest of his life, both in the professional career and his personal struggle to reinvent himself by controlling his temper.
He walked away from Rex’s taunts, which was a huge deal for him. Xavier has never been known for turning the other cheek when he’s angry.
The biggest question on his mind has to be whether he will be able to continue to harness that anger he feels and still be able to pull this match off.
The last thing he needs right now is for a repeat of what went on in Atlanta. If he loses it, it will probably be the end of his wrestling career with the largest company in the world. This job means a lot to him, and now with a baby on the way, he feels even more pressure to keep it.
I sit beside him and then lean my chin on his shoulder. The scent of soap and something distinctly Xavier wraps around me as I quietly sit with him, wanting him to know just like always I’m here for him.
Xavier blows a rush of air out of his nose and then whispers, “What if I fuck up again? What happens to us?”
“Nothing,” I say and he turns to look at me with those crystal blue eyes of his and I repeat. “Nothing, because you will be in control this time.”
“What if I don’t?” The question he’s really asking is if he doesn’t change will I leave him.
I need to keep reassuring him. It’s the small part I need to play in his role to Xavier being in a better mental health state and knowing he doesn’t have to lash out to express his fears—that talking to me is always a better choice.
“I believe in you.” I touch his cheek with the tips of my fingers. “I love you, Xavier. Nothing is going to tear us apart. You’re well on your way to showing the rest of the world the good man you’ve kept locked up all these years, that I knew was in there all along.”
He cradles my face in his hands. “I love you, beautiful. Thank you for being my angel in the dark.”
He presses his lips to mine, but before our kiss gets too heated, Al’s voice cuts into the empty room. “X, you’re up.”
Xavier pulls back and stares into my eyes. “I want you in my corner. You belong there.”
I smile. “Then lead the way.”
Pandemonium erupts as Xavier’s entrance music starts. The fans have been waiting anxiously for his return and now they are about to get what they want. Tonight’s sold-out crowd is insane, faces are everywhere I look as I stand back and watch Xavier do his thing. My eyes rake over him as he stands there staring out at the crowd, his chiseled arms are on full display, and the fabric of the black tank top he’s wearing straining against his toned chest.
His face shows no emotion, and it’s intimidating. Rex better be on his A-game because Xavier is all business.
Xavier crouches down, and then jumps up in perfect time as fireworks shoot up from the stage. He throws his shoulders and head back as his signature howl erupts from his throat.
My God. This gets me every time.
My heart flutters at the sight of my powerful man.
He grabs my hand and then struts down the ramp like a warrior entering battle.
“The following match is scheduled for one fall,” the man in the ring announces. “Making his way to the ring, from Detroit, Michigan, weighing two hundred and sixty-five pounds, he is . . . Phenomenal X!”
“Stay right here.” Xavier kisses my cheek and then climbs into the ring and continues putting on a show for the crowd by running from corner to corner throwing a victorious fist in the air.
The announcer introduces Xavier’s opponent. “Making his way to the ring, from Hollywood, California, weighing two hundred and thirty pounds, your Tension champion, he is . . . Rex ‘Assassin’ Risen!”
Rex