eating up his lungs so bad he had to lay down in a cot in the studio between songs, just like this here. I keep thinking about that."
"Should I put the gun away?"
She smiled nicely. "No, sir. It's just that Jimmie Rodgers' last sessions sound so good.
It's depressing."
"You're not doing too badly."
She didn't look encouraged.
"Your family supportive about your career?" I asked. "Your mom?"
She studied seven or eight ceiling tiles. "She's dead. A long time ago. Milo didn't tell you that?"
I shook my head. "Sorry."
"I* guess there's no reason he should have. I don't think about it much."
She moved her lips a little more, like she still couldn't get them aligned quite right. "But that wasn't your question again. Yes, Dad is real supportive. He's amazing, how he keeps going. You can say what you please about Tilden Sheckly, Mr. Navarre, but Sheck encouraged Dad to stay with me when we put the band together, to play at any gig he could, and that's been my biggest comfort. We got a standin bassist for him when we do bigger gigs, but still - he's an old workhorse. If it hadn't been for his music when I was growing up, all the Ernest Tubb records and the Bob Wills - that and my mother singing in the kitchen - "
She drifted off. I concentrated on my croissant and let her mind work around to wherever it wanted to go for a few moments.
"What about Brent?"
Miranda's eyes became clearer and cooler. "He's supportive."
"You didn't seem happy with him last night."
"You have siblings?"
"Brother and a sister. Both older."
"You get along with them all the time, Mr. Navarre?"
"Point taken."
She smiled dryly. "You seem like a nice fella. You were asking last night about 'Billy's Senorita.' That's about the only song I wrote myself, Mr. Navarre. The others are Brent's, did you know that? "
I said I didn't. I tried not to look too surprised.
"It's funny about how they sound in the studio," she said at last. "Ace was telling me - "
"Ace?"
She did a mental rewind, then smiled. "John Crea. My old - my exproducer. He liked to be called 'Ace,' what with that flight jacket and all."
"I bet he did."
"Anyway, Ace was telling me how some singers have to reproduce what makes them so good onstage in order to sound right in the session. Drugs, audiences screaming at them, what you please. Some got to turn their backs to the control booth or sing in the dark. Ace told me about this one rock and roll fella had to hang upside down to get the blood going right before he sang. I ain't kidding you. Ace said whatever I needed to make the songs sound right, he'd make it happen."
"Do you know what you need?"
I could see her framing the right answer, her face hardening up with a level of seriousness that didn't seem natural for her. Then she looked at me and decided to discard it. She softened again and smiled. "No. I just keep imagining myself hanging upside down in the dark with a bottle of whiskey, singing - Billy rode out last night..
She got that far singing the line, then cracked up. "Don't help me to sound any better, but it sure keeps things lighter in my mind."
A buzzer sounded down the hall from the recording area. Miranda puffed up her cheeks and exhaled.
"That'd be the master, calling me back. You like to stay - watch me sweat out a few more bad takes?"
I shook my head. "I should pay some other visits in town before I head back to San Antonio. You didn't answer my question."
She looked me in the eyes. She tried to keep the smile playful, but it was a strain for her. "What question was that, Mr. Navarre?"
"Who do you think is causing you so much grief, if not Sheckly or Cam? Anybody you know who would like to see you miss your big chance? "
She looked down, her hands on the edge of the cot and her shoulders bending into a U. She was short enough that she could hang her legs over the side and sweep the flats of her feet back and forth.
"I didn't mean to undercut Allison's invitation to our party," she said. "You're welcome to come tomorrow."
"Thanks."
"Allison has been my best friend the last few months. She's been so good to me."
"You're still not answering my question."
When Miranda stood, we were close enough to slow dance. I saw green flecks in