it was more event management than project management, I’m still proud. Smiling to myself, I take a step back and survey the newly framed pictures on my dresser. The pictures I’d had enlarged had arrived in the mail just yesterday, one of my grandfather, another of my parents.
Three of the hardest-working people I know. Also the three people who believe in me the most. My parents had bought a bottle of champagne when I’d gotten the email telling me I’d been accepted into the junior professionals program at Exciteur.
Right next to their photos is my framed college diploma and a few books on business, completing the vignette.
It’s my shrine to success.
One day, I think, looking around my tiny studio apartment, I won’t live in a place without an oven again. All I have is a one-top stove, a microwave, and a miniature refrigerator.
Which is also empty.
I close the fridge door and glance at my watch. The deli down the street is open for another hour… it would make it my fourth time this week. Am I shameless enough?
Absolutely.
I’ve just pulled on my jacket when my phone rings, and the number is familiar, sending my heart racing. We haven’t spoken since the Thanksgiving Family Day and I haven’t even seen him at work. Not that I’d be able to talk to him there, even if I did.
I hit answer. “Hello?”
“Freddie.”
“Tristan.” My hand fumbles with the key. “How are you?”
Humor colors his voice, as if he’s amused at my attempt at normalcy. “Good. How are you?”
“Excellent.”
“Excellent? That’s great to hear.”
“What can I do for you?”
“I wanted to see how you’re doing with your task, the one we spoke about on the phone a few weeks ago.”
“The mole in the Strategy Department.”
“The very one.”
I pull out the lone chair at my table and sit down. “I haven’t discovered anything yet. I’m keeping my eyes open, though. Perhaps once I’m invited to more senior meetings.”
“Hmm. I wonder if we can fast-track that somehow.”
I frown. “I’m not sure… that is, I want to prove myself by my work.”
“I have no doubt you’ll do just that, Freddie.”
“Thank you.” I reach down and pull on one of my boots. The weather has taken a turn for the worse, and the nip in the air has turned into a taste of winter. “I really am trying to overhear things, though. I’m not sure how much sneakier I can be. If I come into work in a trench coat and a newspaper with holes in it, they’ll start to suspect something.”
Tristan’s deep laugh rumbles through the phone. “It’s almost an idea worth considering.”
“The mole might run, knowing we’re on to him. You’d have to have security chase him.”
“Or her,” he adds. “My company is committed to gender equality.”
“How noble of you.”
“We all do what we can.”
I bite my lip, smiling into the phone. We shouldn’t be calling like this. Talking like this. And yet here we are.
“Thank you for last week,” I say. “At the fair.”
“Don’t mention it,” he says.
But I have to. “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have gotten on that ride in the first place.”
“I shouldn’t have assumed you wanted to,” he retorts. “It’s on me, not you.”
It’s absolutely on me, but I don’t press the point. “Let’s agree to split the blame, then. Gender equality and all that.”
“All right. We’re really taking a stand here, aren’t we?”
“We’ll be mentioned in the history books.”
He clears his throat. “At least I didn’t catch you out at a bar tonight. Are you in between social engagements for the evening?”
“I don’t go to bars every night,” I tease. “Only every other.”
“Oh to live the careless life of a trainee.”
I reach for my hat, stomach grumbling. “I worked pretty late, and then I walked back to my apartment.”
“On the Upper West Side.”
“Yes.”
A brief pause, like he’s considering his next words. But then they come. “You know I live on the Upper West Side too.”
“I remember,” I murmur. “We might be neighbors.”
“We might be.”
“I was just planning on heading out, actually.”
“To a bar?”
“No, to a deli. The one down my street has the best pastrami sandwich.”
“The best?”
“Yes. They also serve Chinese food, which is an interesting mix, but somehow they pull it off.”
“Never heard of a place like that in this area.”
“Well, it’s pretty good,” I say. And then, before I can stop myself, “Do you want to join?”
My question hangs in the air between us, and spoken out loud, it sounds ridiculous. He’s busy. He has a son, a company, and probably