list?”
I glanced at a yellowed brochure for a symphony performance in Rome that happened years ago and set it aside. “I’ll spend it on my father. The one who raised me, I mean.”
“Why would you do that?”
“Because he’s a quadriplegic, and he needs constant care.”
My response was met with silence. It was the first time my half brother, Connor, had seemed the slightest bit flustered. “You didn’t mention that.”
“You didn’t ask.”
Connor cleared his throat and shifted uneasily. “Was he born like that?”
“No, it was a spinal cord injury. It happened before I was born.”
Connor chewed on his bottom lip, and it was obvious that he was uncomfortable. People often were when it came to my dad. They stared at us when we went places.
“What happened?” Connor asked.
“He was hit by a car. Here in Italy, actually.”
Connor bent to look at something on the floor, his hands resting on his thighs. “Wow. Now I understand why dear old Dad never let us walk to town. Not a lot of sidewalks around here.”
“And lots of twisting, turning roads,” I added.
We worked for a while in silence until curiosity got the better of me. “So what was Anton like as a father?”
“Oh, you know . . .” Connor stumbled over a box on the floor. “Basically, your everyday, garden-variety tyrannical monster.”
I raised my eyebrows. “Sounds like I didn’t miss out on much.”
“Lucky you. You got the gain without the pain.”
I regarded Connor with a frown of concern. “Was he really that bad?”
He shrugged. “Oh, I don’t know. I didn’t spend much time with him after he and Mom divorced. But that’s why I got cut out of the will, apparently. If only I’d known it would come back to bite me in the ass. I would have done my duty. I would have come here and played the part of devoted son.”
“No pain, no gain,” I said.
“Hardy har har,” Connor replied. He finished searching through a shoebox and tossed it aside. “It wasn’t all my fault, though. Do you know that song ‘Cat’s in the Cradle’?”
“Yes.”
“Well, Dad was basically Harry Chapin. My mom wanted to move back to the US, but he wouldn’t budge. He chose his winery over his family. So why should we come running when old age slowed him down and he finally wanted to spend time with us?”
“What about the women?” I asked. “I thought they divorced because of your father’s affairs. My mother being one of them.”
“Icing on the cake,” Connor said. “Apparently, Dad was a real charmer. He knew exactly how to make a woman believe that he’d ‘never felt like this before.’” Connor made air quotes with his fingers. “I’m telling you . . . this must have been the ultimate bachelor pad. He’d seduce them with his classic vintages, get them drunk, make them think it was true love, then boom—straight into the sack.”
I held up a hand. “Please.”
Connor laughed. “What? Just ask Sofia. She’s half his age, but she was completely infatuated. Or maybe it was just the money that she loved. Who can blame her?”
I sorted through the box in front of me. “If money was the source of the attraction, maybe she seduced him.”
“Touché,” Connor replied. “It probably was the money, especially at the end, when he probably couldn’t get it up.”
Feeling a little disgusted by the conversation, I tried to change the subject. “None of this helps me understand what happened between him and my mother. All I know is that she would never have gone after Anton’s money. She wasn’t like that.”
“Yet here you are,” Connor replied, “by some miracle, the prime beneficiary. Something does smell fishy about that.”
I finished searching through a box, set it aside, and opened another.
“Look at you . . . ,” Connor said. “What a busy bee. I’ll bet you’d pay a million bucks right now to find a box full of perfume-scented valentines so that you could put a stamp of approval on that bogus will.”
“It’s not bogus,” I replied. “The lawyer said it’s valid.”
“That lawyer’s a hack who doesn’t know anything about what was written in those letters. I can’t believe he even mentioned them to us. He must have known I’d turn this place upside down looking for them. But what do I know? Maybe he’s sipping brandy on a plane back to London right now, laughing his ass off.”
“I doubt that’s the case,” I said.
“You have such sweet faith in people. It’s hard to believe we’re related.”
“I can’t argue.”
Connor sat down