now?"
My mud-crusted fingers fumbled with the clasp of my bracelet. "I wont."
The Gatekeeper regarded me in silence for a moment and said, "Then I will not vote against you."
A little chill went through me. "Oh. You would have?"
"Had you walked away, I would kill you myself."
I stared at him for a second and then asked, "Why?"
His voice came out soft and resolute, but not unkind. "Because voting against you would have been the same thing in any case. It seems meet to me that I should take full responsibility for that choice rather than hiding behind Council protocol."
I got the bracelet on, then shoved my feet back into my boots. "Well, thanks for not killing me, then. If youll excuse me, Ive got somewhere to be."
"Yes," the Gatekeeper said. He held out his hand, a small velvet bag in it. "Take these. You may find a use for them."
I frowned at him and took the bag. Inside, I found a little glass jar of some kind of brownish gel and a chip of greyish stone on a piece of fine, silvery thread. "Whats this?"
"An ointment for the eyes," he said. His tone became somewhat dry. "Easier on the nerves than using the Sight to see through the veils and glamours of the Sidhe."
I lifted my eyebrows. Bits of drying mud fell into my eyes and made me blink. "Okay. And this rock?"
"A piece from the Stone Table," he said. "It will show you the way to get there."
I blinked some more, this time in surprise. "Youre helping me?"
"That would constitute interfering in the Trial," he corrected me. "So far as anyone else is concerned, I am merely seeing to it that the Trial can reach its full conclusion."
I frowned at him. "If youd just given me the rock, maybe," I said. "The ointment is something else. Youre interfering. The Council would have a fit."
The Gatekeeper sighed. "Wizard Dresden, this is something I have never said before and do not anticipate saying again." He leaned closer to me, and I could see the shadows of his features, gaunt and vague, inside his hood. One dark eye sparkled with something like humor as he offered his hand and whispered, "Sometimes what the Council does not know does not hurt it."
I found myself grinning. I shook his hand.
He nodded. "Hurry. The Council dare not interfere with internal affairs of the Sidhe, but we will do what we can." He stretched out his staff and drew it in a circle in the air. With barely a whisper of disturbance, he opened the fabric between the Nevernever and the mortal world, as though his staff had simply drawn a circle of Chicago to step intothe street outside my basement apartment, specifically. "Allah and good fortune go with you."
I nodded to him, encouraged. Then I turned to the portal and stepped through it, from that dark moor in Faerie to my usual parking space at home. Hot summer air hit my face, steamy and crackling with tension. Rain sleeted down, and thunder shook the ground. The light was already fading and dark was coming on.
I ignored them all and headed for my apartment. The mud, substance of the Nevernever, melted into a viscous goo that began evaporating at once, assisted by the driving, cleansing rain.
I had calls to make, and I wanted to change into non-slimy clothes. My fashion sense is somewhat stunted, but I still had to wonder.
What do you wear to a war?
Chapter Twenty-nine
I went with basic black.
I made my calls, set an old doctors valise outside the front door, got a quick shower, and dressed in black. A pair of old black military-style boots, black jeans (mostly clean), a black tee, black ball cap with a scarlet Coca-Cola emblem on it, and on top of everything my leather duster. Susan had given me the coat a while back, complete with a mantle that falls to my elbows and an extra large portion of billow. The weather was stormy enough, both figuratively and literally, to make me want the reassurance of the heavy coat.
I loaded up on the gear, tooeverything Id brought with me that morning plus the Gatekeepers gifts and my home-defense cannon, a heavy-caliber, long-barreled, Dirty Harry Magnum. I debated carrying the gun on me and decided against it. Id have to go through Chicago to get to whatever point would lead me to the Stone Table, and I didnt need to get arrested for a concealed carry. I popped the gun,