him. His heart still raced, but now his mind felt cool and distant. He could think instead of react, be strategic instead of impulsive.
Tassos would recover. But he would never forget. No Bullet who’d witnessed that moment of violence would forget.
Lir just had to figure out how to make the memory work in his favor.
Tugging at his canvas sack, Lir turned his attention to the dark beach where the trees shed coconuts and jackfruit. Stooping to snatch up a coconut, he caught the barest hint of motion.
Behind him the leaves whispered long and low. Just beneath it, the sound of a foot pressing into sand. Lir dropped the fruit he held and raised his hands to his head, a splinter of fear sliding toward his heart. Had he underestimated Ennick’s desire to be rid of him?
“Whoever you are, you have me,” he said.
No response came. Ahead, the ocean was dark and deadly. The Nascent Moon offered no light as black waves sliced toward him, darkening the shore like blood. Instinct told him there was a finger on a trigger just behind him. A decision being made.
“Would it make a difference if I asked you not to shoot?” Lir asked, curious more than hopeful. “If I begged for mercy?”
“Killing you would be a mercy.”
That voice. It was like the first burst of dawnlight against the horizon. Warm and bright and commanding.
Not a Bullet. A girl. She was young, he knew that without looking. And if there was a young girl here on this island with him, then there was a ship nearby. Not just any ship, a rogue ship filled with people who had betrayed the Father simply by refusing to serve him.
Ballistic Ennick’s words snapped through his mind: “Don’t come back without something good.” He didn’t want to return with something good. He wanted to return with something unparalleled. Something Tassos could never deny. Something that would bring the Father perfect glory: a ship full of traitors.
“Maybe so.” Lir let his voice bend low. Let it become a soft net awaiting its prey. “At least, if you’re going to kill me, let me see your face?”
When she hesitated again, Lir took the opening. He spun on his knees, careful to keep his hands up. Nonthreatening. Compliant.
“Move again and I’ll shoot!” The girl raised her aim from his chest to his head, but Lir wasn’t looking at the gun.
He was looking at her. Vibrant red curls tumbled around her face like falling petals. Their color rejected the darkness around them as if they burned with their own secret fire. Her eyes were dark, perhaps brown or green, and so deeply rooted he thought he could follow them to the center of the earth. Her skin was unevenly tanned, light beige along the top of her nose, fading to the palest sand in the slope of her cheeks.
“At least if I’m to die, it’ll be at the hands of someone lovely.” The words were out of his mouth before he’d considered them. Impulse instead of strategy, but he marked how her cheeks flushed and her lips fumbled to form her next question.
The more she spoke, the less he feared her. She demanded information about his clip, but her finger hesitated on the trigger. She was the perfect blend of cautious and sympathetic, of fear and hope.
“What’s your name?” she asked, and that was the moment Lir knew he had her.
“What does it matter if you’re going to kill me?”
“It doesn’t,” she responded quickly. Her finger curled around the trigger, but she did not shoot.
Lir offered a resigned smile. “Lir. I’m called Lir. And I expect you’ll be the last to know it.”
“I’m . . . I’m sorry,” she said, again clearly trying to convince herself to shoot.
“Please.” The spike of panic in Lir’s voice was real even if the words were not. “Please, show me the mercy the Father never does. Take me with you. Whatever life you have, it’s got to be better than the one he forces on us. Please, help me.”
There it was. The pained tightening of her eyes, the tragic dip of her shoulders. She was how he would restore his status. She was how he would vault out of the lowly ranks of Aric’s Bullets to something with real power. And when she ordered him to his feet, removed all of his weapons but two, and still did not kill him, he knew his plea for mercy had taken root.
“What’s your name?” he asked.
The frown that bent