younger to me. But you’re right. Aside from that, how are things going at the café?”
“Really well,” I reply as I sprinkle something extra-special over the lasagna’s top layer before popping it into the oven. “We’re consistently busy. I extended our hours on the weekends, so rather than closing at three in the afternoon, we’re staying open until six. But Sunday through Thursday, we’re still closing at three.”
“What was that you just sprinkled on?” he asks. “Eye of newt?”
I roll my eyes and laugh as I set the pan in the hot oven. “We don’t use eye of newt anymore, Lucien. Well, not much anyway.”
He raises a brow, which only makes me laugh. But now that I don’t have anything to keep my hands busy with over the next forty-five minutes, I’m nervous all over again.
Bread! I can get the bread ready for the oven.
I reach for a knife and keep talking.
“How old were you when you knew you were a kitchen witch?” he asks before I can say anything else.
“I didn’t know I was a witch at all until I met Miss Sophia,” I reply. “Not really, anyway. I had a hunch. All I knew for sure when I was young was that I could read spirits, I saw things, and I had to learn how to build defenses around my mind so I didn’t climb into random people’s psyches. Reading minds is exhausting for one, and the thoughts that people have are disturbing. Not to mention, my father tormented me for over a decade after he died, and I had to escape him.”
Lucien’s blue eyes narrow on me. “How did he taunt you?”
“He stayed in that horrible house with us,” I continue. “He tormented all of us, not just me. He liked to spook us, touch us. He was a horrible man. Mama was just as bad, but she was alive, so we had it coming at us from both sides.”
“When did you leave?” he asks.
“Brielle turned eighteen and filed for custody of us. Mama didn’t fight it, so we went to live with Bri. I was sixteen, and Daphne was fourteen.”
“That’s a long time to live in a house like that,” Lucien replies. His jaw is clenched, and his hand is balled into a fist on the countertop.
“It felt like an eternity,” I murmur and then set the knife aside so I can pace the kitchen as I talk. “Once we moved out, and I could freely talk with others and learn, I started to do some research. My grandmother had given me her grimoire before she died, and I was so diligent at keeping it hidden from Mama and only reading it at night after she’d gone to bed.
“But one night, she found me reading it and took it away. I didn’t get it back until last year. But I’d read enough to know that I gravitated to the recipes. I loved to cook, even then, and it’s a good thing I did because if I hadn’t, my sisters and I would have starved. Mama didn’t care enough about us to feed us much.”
“Lovely woman,” he says with a sigh.
“Actually, after everything that happened last year, I wonder if Horace didn’t put a spell on her. She was certainly possessed by something, but we didn’t know until last year. She’s been at the Psychiatric Pavilion here in New Orleans ever since. She has good days and bad ones, but it’s better than living in that horrible house in the bayou.”
I shake my head, thinking of my mother.
“Anyway, I’d written down many of the recipes from memory and went searching for a coven as soon as I could. That’s when I found Miss Sophia. It was as if it was always meant to be.”
“Because it was,” he replies with a soft smile. “And when I saw you walk into our circle during that Samhain ritual you spoke of earlier, it was as if the final piece of a puzzle snapped into place. I knew you immediately. But it didn’t scare me at all.”
“Lucky,” I murmur. “I’ve been scared literally all of my life, Lucien. It’s exhausting.”
“I hate that for you.”
I don’t know what to say to that, so I reach for the knife and continue slicing the bread. Suddenly, Lucien covers my hand with his.
“Why are you so nervous around me, Millicent?”
I frown, ready to deny the statement, but then I change my mind.
“Because I think you could bring a lot of chaos to my life, Lucien.