I looked away from him as the servant brought food to us. As I started to eat, I noticed Acheron hadn't moved. He stared at the food before him with hunger in his eyes.
"Eat," I told him.
"You haven't given me my portion, my lady."
"What do you mean?"
"You eat, and if I please you while you dine, you will determine how much food I'm to have."
"Please me how . . . no wait. Don't answer that. I'm not sure I want to know." I sighed, then gestured to his platter and cup. "All of that is yours. You may eat as much or as little as you like."
He looked at it hesitantly, then glanced to the floor behind me.
It was then I understood why he'd knelt there. "You normally eat on the floor, don't you?"
Like a dog or rodent.
He nodded. "If I'm particularly pleasing," he said softly. "Idikos will sometimes feed me from his hand."
My appetite left me at his words.
"Eat in peace, little brother," I said, my voice cracking from my unshed tears. "Eat as much as you want."
I sipped my wine, trying to settle my stomach and watched him eat his food. He had perfect manners and again it struck me how slowly he ate. How meticulously he moved.
Every gesture was beautiful. Precise.
And it was designed to seduce.
He moved like a whore.
Closing my eyes, I wanted to scream at the injustice of this. He was firstborn. He was the one who should be heir to the throne and here he was . . .
How could they have done this to him?
And why?
Because his eyes were different? Because those eyes made people uncomfortable?
There was nothing threatening about this boy. He wasn't like Styxx, who'd been known to have people locked up and beaten just because they offended him. One poor peasant had been beaten because he'd come to the palace without shoes on his feet. Shoes he couldn't afford.
Acheron didn't play pranks on me, or laugh at others. He didn't judge anyone or make them feel small.
Rather, he merely sat there silently eating.
A family came in and sat at the table beside us. Acheron paused as he noticed the boy and girl. The boy was a few years younger than he and the girl probably his age.
By the look on his face, I could tell he hadn't seen a family sit down together before. He studied them curiously.
"May I speak, my lady?"
"Of course."
"Do you and Styxx sit down and eat with your parents like that?"
"They are your parents too."
He returned to his food without commenting.