hair that climbed up his defined chest. Definitely not a boy any longer.
Morning sunshine dappled the room between slatted blinds and filmy curtains. The air was still sharp with coffee and his smoky scent. Underneath it all was me—the undeniable scent of sex and lust. Then that taste was in my mouth as he closed the circle.
Mouth, body, arms, and legs. There was nothing but Myles filling me up, surrounding me and forcing me to accept it all.
There was no hiding from any part of him.
He slowly drew out of me and drove back inside fiercely. His unearthly silver-blue eyes riveted me, the pupils blown wide with the cavernous blackness of perfect pleasure.
I wanted to shut my eyes against it.
I didn’t want to see it.
See him.
The darkness and pleasure he dragged out of me would leave ashes.
Would it leave a new me, or would I just blow away?
He caught me closer, sucking in a huge, growling breath as his hips pounded into me, and my body made all the decisions for me.
I broke.
Pieces falling away as the sun fuzzed at the edges of his shoulders and mussed hair. His hands framed my face as he touched his forehead to mine. Sweat poured off his shoulders as I held onto him.
He buried his face in my neck and his groan was hoarse, matching mine as I cried out his name. I shook with each wrecking heartbeat of release. I was holding myself up with one foot on the floor, one leg around him. I was barely able to function, let alone stand.
Thank God he’d pinned me to the wall with every bit of passion we’d both been denying for years. The gates we’d held up between us were gone.
I wasn’t sure I’d ever be able to put them back up.
No matter the plans I had, I hadn’t been prepared for this.
Eight
I wasn’t entirely sure my body was still on the same plane.
Her sweet, perfect pussy was still fisted around my cock. And somehow I was still hard even though I was fairly sure I just literally came my fucking brains out.
I circled my hips lightly and she groaned against my shoulder. I had a pair of bite marks there. I was pretty sure she didn’t know she’d done it. The sounds we’d made—for fuck’s sake, I hoped her neighbors were at work.
Because there was no quiet between us.
It had been a war. Me trying to climb inside her, her trying to wrap herself tighter around me.
I wanted to do it every fucking day of my life.
I’d never let her out of the house.
Hell, who needed a house? I’d never let her off a bed.
Fucking her unconscious would be a daily goal.
Or in this case—against a wall.
Literally.
I swiveled my hips again to test the waters.
“You can’t be serious.”
I laughed into her neck as I sneaked a hand between our bodies and found her swollen clit. I circled it slowly. “Well, if you’re serious about multiple orgasms, I can provide.”
She flinched and shuddered. “Multiples? Don’t flatter yourself.”
“So, we were going for the longest orgasm in the history of time?” I lifted my head from her sweaty tumble of hair. I undulated my hips one more time and her eyelids fluttered shut.
She gnawed on the inside of her lip and let out a kitten-like mewl.
That was new.
I liked it.
I did it again and her thighs shook.
Intrigued, I hooked her other leg around my hips and ground against her again, deepening the shallow thrust.
“Myles, I…”
The last time she’d started with that statement, I’d lost my head. Then again, I hadn’t come like that in too many years to count. There was a difference between a tension-relieving fuck and whatever had just happened between us.
Nirvana seemed a touch too existential, but it was probably the closest word for it.
Glad for my big hands, I gripped her hip in one and thrust lightly as I strummed her clit with the other. She tried to fight it. Not sure why.
Sex was supposed to be fun, intense, and sometimes entered the realm of an out-of-body experience. The third one had been on the menu today, but that was a special case. I’d known the first time with her would be.
Now I had to go for the fun or I’d lose her. She was already getting too thinky and it was too dangerous to allow that. Not yet. Not until I could truly make her see this was what we were supposed to be.
Together.
Always.
I lowered my mouth to her neck