No promises. If I don’t like what you’re doing, you’re out.”
It’s my turn to narrow my eyes and study her. “Ten percent up front.”
“Five.” Our eyes meet, and I hold my tongue. “Impress me, Angela. I want a portrait that causes people to stop and think. Can you do that?”
I don’t know…
That is not my answer. I imagine fifteen thousand dollars and moving out of my brother’s house, being independent at last. Being free to do what I want.
“Of course. You’re stunning.” That much is true.
Her blue eyes flinch as if she’s trying to decide if I’m being sarcastic. “We’ll start tomorrow.”
She walks toward the door as if she’s finished speaking to me.
“Before I go.” I wait for her to stop and give me her attention. “I’d like to have a contract, something in writing that states the terms. We can work out a time frame, signatures—”
One hand on the door, she straightens her shoulders. It’s a dramatic pose—maybe how I’ll have her stand for the portrait. “I’ll pay you fifteen thousand dollars to paint my portrait the way I like it. Is that something you can agree to, Angela? Or do I need to find someone else?”
My jaw tightens, and I think about how painting ‘the way she likes it’ might go.
Then I think of getting my own place. “I’ll agree to it.”
“Send me the list of supplies you need, and I’ll have everything waiting for you first thing in the morning.”
She leaves me alone in the room, wondering if I’ve made a huge mistake.
“It’s like my mother was there, helping me get the job.” I’m at Lourdes’s small apartment, pacing, trying to get my head around what just happened, what it means.
“So Deacon’s racist old aunt is going to pay you fifteen grand to paint her portrait as she sees fit?” My bestie is on her couch with a bowl of popcorn in her lap. “It’s like that old song.”
“Which one?”
“The one about making a deal with the devil for a boatload of money.” She shoves a handful of popcorn in her mouth.
“You made that up.”
“What does Deacon think?”
“I haven’t told him yet.” I’m wondering if I will tell him at all. Hell, I’m not even sure we’ll make it past the first week. “It’s not a deal with the devil. It’s a really neat opportunity. And who knows, maybe she’ll get to know me, and we’ll get to be friends… It’ll be like that other song.”
“Which one?”
“The one about love building a bridge.”
“More like somewhere over the rainbow.” She shovels another handful into her mouth. “That’s what happens when you go to church.”
“I went to church to get away from Beto.” I cross my arms, looking around her one-bedroom apartment. “I’ve got to get out of his house, Lor.”
She crosses her legs under her. “Well, you’ve got a big job dropped right in your lap. Time to start searching Zillow.”
“Yes.” I step forward, pointing my finger. “I’ll do the portrait, and then if I get the Arthaus award, I’ll have another twenty grand—”
“What a life. You go from one high paying gig to another. Next you’ll be jet setting to Barcelona, painting portraits of the queen…” Her voice is dreamy, but I’m right there with the bucket of ice water.
“Most fine artists are starving.”
She leans back frowning. “So why do it? With your talents, see if you can find a job with a little more stability.”
“I could work in design or marketing.” If the very idea didn’t give me a full-body shudder.
She squints her eye at me. “I saw that. You’d hate a job like that.”
“Hate is a strong word.” My smile is a little sad. “I should try to be interested in something more stable. It would make my life easier.”
Sitting forward, she puts the bowl on her coffee table. “Many people work jobs they don’t care about during the day to support doing the job they love after hours. Do that!”
Dropping onto the couch beside her, I rest my head on her shoulder. “It’s basically what I’m doing now, isn’t it?” My head pops up. “Oh, I stopped by to ask if Juliana can take over my shifts at La Frida Java. Indefinitely.”
“You did not let him railroad you out of your job. Fuck that ‘my sister is not a waitress’ bullshit.” She imitates Beto in a low, nasal-ey voice like the Godfather.
“No.” I exhale a laugh. “If I’m going to work on this portrait at Aunt Winnie’s house, I’ll have to work during the