Isaak claimed me as his mate. This would be when he confessed that he had feelings for me, that what was between us was more than just sex. That he’d come back to Trion for more than just being a rebel.
“I gave her my word that I would keep her safe and help her bring justice to Bertok,” he told them.
That was not romantic. Not at all. And now I was blinking back tears for an all new and more painful reason. A reason I shouldn’t be considering.
Isaak didn’t want a future with me. He wanted to get this thing with Bertok done and go back out into space to hunt his robot parts and live on that tiny little spaceship.
I didn’t want that. I wanted a home. A family. I wanted to take walks with my kids and look for butterflies—assuming they had something like that on Trion. I wanted a new life. Something completely different than the shitshow I’d struggled through on Earth.
I wanted Isaak, but what was that stupid saying? Want in one hand, shit in the other.
At least I wasn’t going to be hauled off to jail. Yet.
That would have to do for now.
I’d make sure Bertok was punished for Naron’s death, say good-bye to Isaak, and worry about the rest later. I would survive. That was what I knew. That was the one thing I was good at. I’d survive. I always did.
13
Isaak
Behind me, Zara shook. I had seen the sheen of tears in her eyes, watched her shoulders droop as my father’s captain of the guard, my boyhood friend, Erick, had moved toward her. In the moment her gaze lifted to mine, I’d seen something I never wanted to see in her beautiful eyes again when she looked at me. Disappointment. Pain. Resignation.
Even when she’d stood beside Jirghogis, she’d looked fierce and determined.
Here, now, she had believed I was going to allow her to be taken. I had hesitated for a split second, but that had been enough to betray her trust. Fark!
My father’s scowl deepened, but he wisely waved Erick away from me when the brute would have come at me again. “You are making very serious accusations against an extremely powerful Councilor, Isaak. A Councilor who also happens to be one of my strongest allies.” There it was—the censure. The judgment. The disbelief. His trust in this was in Bertok not me. His son. He believed the lies a politically grasping Councilor said over his own blood.
As usual, my mother remained silent. In private, she would scream and rant when the mood took her. But in public, before our people or our guards, she was always the dutiful and submissive female. The perfect Trion mate.
“What he says is true. You don’t have to believe me, but Isaak’s your son,” Zara said. “You shouldn’t need proof in order to believe him.”
Zara moved to stand beside me, and her words fell into a deafening and shocked silence. They might have echoed my thoughts, but I doubted my father had ever been spoken to in such a manner, in public, and by an unclaimed female. But gods, I was glad to see her fire back. She didn’t have much hope for herself, but when it came to standing up for me...fark. What a fierce and stunning female she was.
“Zara.” I warned her with my tone not because I didn’t admire her spirit but because I did not want my father to direct his wrath at her. He could speak to me in any manner he chose. I’d walked away from it once, and I planned to do so again. I was very practiced at ignoring him. But I would not have him threatening Zara.
“No, Isaak.” Zara stepped forward to stand even closer to my parents. “Your son is honorable and brave. He has saved my life more than once and sacrificed a lot to do so. You will not be mean to him in front of me.”
Be mean to me?
My mother closed the distance until the two females stood facing one another, toes nearly touching. I glanced at my father, uncertain how to proceed. I would never dare lay a hand on my mother, not even to gently pull her away from Zara. And Zara? If I interfered now, she’d probably want to jab me with her titan stick.
“Zara, I am Eela. It is an honor to meet you. Captain, take the restraints from her.” Erick took a step their way but paused. He answered