to do with himself other than carry away the bowls of bloodied water.
Aelin just sat on a stool beside the cot in the spare room of the elegant, comfortable house, and monitored every move Marta made.
Chaol wondered if Aelin knew that she was a bloodied mess. That she looked even worse than Rowan.
Her neck was brutalized, blood had dried on her face, her cheek was bruised, and the left sleeve of her tunic was torn open to reveal a vicious slice. And then there were the dust, dirt, and blue blood of the Wing Leader coating her.
But Aelin perched on the stool, never moving, only drinking water, snarling if Marta so much as looked at Rowan funny.
Marta, somehow, endured it.
And when the midwife was done, she faced the queen. With no clue at all who sat in her house, Marta said, “You have two choices: you can either go wash up in the spigot outside, or you can sit with the pigs all night. You’re dirty enough that one touch could infect his wounds.”
Aelin glanced over her shoulder at Aedion, who was leaning against the wall behind her. He nodded silently. He’d look after him.
Aelin rose and stalked out.
“I’ll inspect your other friend now,” Marta said, and hurried to where Lysandra had fallen asleep in the adjoining room, curled up on a narrow bed cot. Upstairs, Nesryn was busy dealing with the staff—ensuring their silence. But he’d seen the tentative joy on their faces when they’d arrived: Nesryn and the Faliq family had earned their loyalty long ago.
Chaol gave Aelin two minutes, and then followed her outside.
The stars were bright overhead, the full moon nearly blinding. The night wind whispered through the grass, barely audible over the clunk and sputter of the spigot.
He found the queen crouched before it, her face in the stream of water.
“I’m sorry,” he said.
She rubbed at her face and heaved the lever until more water poured over her.
Chaol went on, “I just wanted to end it for him. You were right—all this time, you were right. But I wanted to do it myself. I didn’t know it would … I’m sorry.”
She released the lever and pivoted to look up at him.
“I saved my enemy’s life today,” she said flatly. She uncoiled to her feet, wiping the water from her face. And though he stood taller than her, he felt smaller as Aelin stared at him. No, not just Aelin. Queen Aelin Ashryver Galathynius, he realized, was staring at him. “They tried to shoot my … Rowan through the heart. And I saved her anyway.”
“I know,” he said. Her scream when that arrow had gone through Rowan …
“I’m sorry,” he said again.
She gazed up at the stars—toward the North. Her face was so cold. “Would you truly have killed him if you’d had the chance?”
“Yes,” Chaol breathed. “I was ready for that.”
She slowly turned to him. “We’ll do it—together. We’ll free magic, then you and I will go in there and end it together.”
“You’re not going to insist I stay back?”
“How can I deny you that last gift to him?”
“Aelin—”
Her shoulders sagged slightly. “I don’t blame you. If it had been Rowan with that collar around his neck, I would have done the same thing.”
The words hit him in the gut as she walked away.
A monster, he’d called her weeks ago. He had believed it, and allowed it to be a shield against the bitter tang of disappointment and sorrow.
He was a fool.
They moved Rowan before dawn. By whatever immortal grace lingering in his veins, he’d healed enough to walk on his own, and so they slipped out of the lovely country house before any of the staff awoke. Aelin said good-bye only to Fleetfoot, who had slept curled by her side during the long night that she’d watched over Rowan.
Then they were off, Aelin and Aedion flanking Rowan, his arms slung over their shoulders as they hurried across the foothills.
The early-morning mist cloaked them as they made their way into Rifthold one last time.
62
Manon didn’t bother looking pleasant as she sent Abraxos slamming into the ground in front of the king’s party. The horses whinnied and bucked while the Thirteen circled above the clearing in which they’d spotted the party.
“Wing Leader,” the king said from astride his warhorse, not at all perturbed. Beside him, his son—Dorian—cringed.
Cringed the way that blond thing in Morath had when it attacked them.
“Was there something you wanted?” the king asked coolly. “Or a reason you look halfway to Hellas’s realm?”
Manon