doubt it hadn’t gotten to her, it disappeared when she touched her fingertips to her lips, like my kiss lingered there.
My voice was full of gravel. “What’s my song called?”
“I was thinking of calling it ‘Power.’”
I nodded, liking that. “Will you play it again?”
She did, and when she finished, she then began to teach it to me.
I wasn’t sure where the best place would be to throw up in the green room of the Grand Ole Opry House. It was called a green room, but the dressing room had cream-colored walls and furniture decorated in purple velvet. It was fancy as fuck, and basically wallpapered with framed photos and show posters of all the legends who had performed here. Willie Nelson stared down at me.
No pressure.
There was a bathroom attached that I could use, but it was shared with another dressing room, and I wasn’t quiet when I hurled. Whoever was waiting in the other room was my competition, and I didn’t want them to hear me being a pussy.
Hopefully, it didn’t come to me using the trashcan in the corner. My stomach was bubbling and acidic, but it usually went away when I stepped on stage. This waiting was fucking killing me though, and why the hell hadn’t I taken more time to distract myself while tuning my guitar?
I checked my phone again to see if I had any new text messages from Erika, but there was only the one from thirty minutes ago.
Erika: We’re behind schedule, so sit tight. Probably another 20 minutes.
I’d warmed up my voice, so now I paced the room to stay loose. It was weird to be alone right now, but there was nothing I could do about it. Preston had work, so I didn’t bother asking him to come, and if I had, he might have flaked anyway. Erika was the only one who knew I was here, and she couldn’t be back in the green room with me. She was sitting in the audience with Ardy and the rest of Stella’s crew, judging.
Plus, I wasn’t her only client auditioning today.
I didn’t have a clue how many acts were auditioning in total, but she’d told me to block off the entire day. It was a bare minimum of fifteen performers, but probably more. My call time had been eleven a.m., and while I’d been escorted to my room to prepare, I’d heard music coming from the main stage. The auditions were already happening.
Pacing was making my cold sweat worse, and I glanced in the lighted mirror to make sure I still looked okay. I wore the same thing I usually wore when I performed. Jeans, a blue plaid shirt with the sleeves rolled back to the elbows, and my leather cuff. My hair looked decent and my face wasn’t shiny yet, so that was good.
A knock at the dressing room door made me flinch. “Osbourne?”
“Yeah,” I answered.
“It’s time,” the production assistant announced.
Fuck. I should have thrown up and gotten it out of the way. Now that window had closed. I grabbed my guitar, pulled open the door, and followed the guy wearing a headset down the hall.
I’d been backstage in the famed theatre before, but that had been years ago during a middle school class tour. It was really hitting me what was about to happen. If this was it—as far as I ever made it as a singer—I couldn’t complain, could I? I was getting to perform on the same stage as Johnny Cash, Elvis Presley, and Dolly Parton. Last week, Dierks Bentley had sold this place out.
We wound through the hall, passing other production people and what I assumed was the band that had gone on before me, because they were carrying instruments. My brain could barely register it over the noise that played as nervous static in my head.
The guy I’d been following wasn’t much older than I was, but he looked serious and was dressed head-to-toe in black, so he reminded me of an executioner. Maybe he was. It kind of felt like I was walking toward my doom.
What if I bombed?
What if I let Erika down?
Pressure mounted at the base of my spine and crawled up my back. Over the last week, I’d spent every available moment either practicing or thinking about the audition. Erika had gotten me a gig at a bar on the far side of town this past Thursday. It was dark and cramped, a total dive. The crowd had been more interested in their