care about is what the HELL IS GOING ON BETWEEN YOU AND SENATOR MAX POWELL?”
Olivia laughed as she poured herself a glass of wine.
“I was waiting for you to get there. Come into the living room so we can get comfortable; this story will take a while.”
They sat down on the couch, and Jamila looked at Olivia expectantly. Olivia took a sip of wine and started with that first night at the bar, giving her an edited version of the past few months.
“And that’s why I went up to the Bay Area a few weeks ago—yes, to see my sister, but also because Max was there instead of in L.A. that weekend, and we . . .”
Jamila put her hand to her heart.
“You didn’t want to go two weeks without seeing each other!” Olivia hadn’t planned to put it exactly that way, but it was the truth. She nodded. “Oh my God, that’s adorable!”
Olivia reached for more cheese as she absorbed that. She wasn’t used to being one half of an adorable couple. It didn’t feel like her—the Olivia who had worked her ass off for years and had kept relationships at bay, the Olivia who never took a plus-one to a wedding, the Olivia who rolled her eyes at a guy clearly trying to hit on her at a bar, the Olivia who men found intimidating, or too closed off, or too self-assured, the Olivia who had hardened herself against the world because of all that and refused to let herself hope. Was she still that Olivia?
She poured Jamila more sparkling water.
“Anyway, we decided we were tired of being a secret, so last night was our first semipublic night out.” She bit her lip. “It’ll be actually public soon—his chief of staff leaked it to a photographer that we’d be there, so pictures should pop up online of us any minute.”
Jamila opened her eyes wide.
“Wow, that’s a big deal. How are you feeling? About all of this, I mean. You looked kind of . . . shell-shocked last night.”
Yeah, that was a good description of how she’d felt.
“Last night was kind of overwhelming, to be honest. I did—I do—want to be public with him, I’m getting tired of sneaking around. But when we got to the Hollywood Bowl, and he wasn’t in any kind of disguise, and there were so many people there, and they all had their phones out . . .” She let out a deep breath. “I didn’t know what I’d gotten myself into. I’d relaxed a lot during the concert; Dolly Parton can make anyone feel better, I think, but then I saw you, and it all hit me again. Sorry if I looked like I was mad at you or something, that wasn’t it.”
Jamila shook her head.
“No, I get it. I’m sure this is all a lot.”
It sure was. It had all happened so fast, and Max had become such a fixture in her life so quickly that she hadn’t stopped to think about just how wild this whole thing was.
“It feels totally normal most of the time, when we’re together. But sometimes I’ll be flipping channels and hear my boyfriend’s voice, and it feels really fucking weird.” They both laughed. “I’m sorry I didn’t tell you before. I really wanted to, but . . .”
Jamila brushed that aside.
“Of course you couldn’t tell me. And don’t worry, I won’t tell anyone until you give me specific clearance to do so.”
Olivia let out a deep breath.
“Thanks. I really appreciate you saying that. I have no idea what’s going to happen here—which is not a phrase I enjoy saying, trust me—but I just hope whatever happens, I can handle it.”
Jamila clinked her glass of sparkling water against Olivia’s glass of wine.
“I’ll toast to that, but then I’ve only known you for a few months, and I have full confidence that you can handle anything.”
If only that were the case.
“I’m glad I give off that impression, anyway,” Olivia said. “Truthfully, I can handle a lot, but I sort of feel like I’m in uncharted waters right now. Max is very chill about the whole thing, but then Max is always either very chill about things or very fired up; there’s no in between with him.”
Olivia poured herself some more wine and piled more cheese on her plate. She’d been talking so much she’d barely eaten any.
“So. That’s the story. Stay tuned for updates.”
Jamila turned and looked in the direction of the kitchen.
“Not to be greedy, and I