I was with someone else, there was always a clear line between them and me, and it never disappeared. Not. Ever. This is the first time I’ve wanted to surrender. Not just in the physical sense, but in the sense of something else. Something I haven’t quite grasped yet because it’s incredibly scary.
Giving up parts of yourself is terrifying.
I push those thoughts away, or rather, Raiden’s beautiful cock does as he buries himself deep inside me to the hilt. I can’t think about anything at the moment other than how insanely good he feels, filling me up. My hands fly to his shoulders, and I can’t help it. I move against him first. I break the stillness. He was waiting for me, waiting for my cues and signals.
I dig my nails into his shoulders, and his cock flexes inside me.
“Fuck,” he breathes. “Just…just, fuck, Zoe.”
“I think that’s what we might be doing.”
Raiden lets out a surprised laugh, but then he flexes his hips, and oh my god. I completely lose the skills and mental capacity I need to speak. Instead, I rub against him, and he throbs inside me. When I buck my hips, he bucks his too. He does amazing things with his cock, mostly just by moving it a little inside me, and the pressure building in my stomach and between my thighs explodes.
Just like that. Just like that, I’m having the freaking best orgasm of my life. I feel like I’ve just rocketed straight out of my skin and am floating up into the stars. Oh, there goes the moon. And Mars? Was that just mars?
I might as well be in space since I now have zero control over my body. I’m just uncontrollably shuddering, gasping, and rolling my hips all over the place under him.
The room spins wildly, and I have to blink when I force my eyes open because no, the spinning wasn’t just in my head. All of a sudden, I’m on top of Raiden. He’s still inside me, and his sure, incredible, and manly hands lift the hem of my dress over my stomach. I raise my arms, and he pushes it off all the way. It joins my panties in some unexplored nether realms of the room. A second later, my bra flies off into those same realms.
“I like this view better,” Raiden says thickly from below me.
His hands settle on my hips, and he guides me, gently at first, then the motion gets more and more heated when I get the idea of what he likes.
I’ve always been a little bit self-conscious, especially about being on top, and it’s really light out even if the blinds are closed and a storm is clearly brewing out there. When I stop to listen for a few seconds, I can hear the raindrops pounding away at the roof.
“You’re so beautiful,” Raiden whispers. “So. Damn. Beautiful. So don’t you go and start doubting it. Ever.”
His cock jerks inside me as if to punctuate his words. He then does it again, and oh! When he moves, he hits some amazing, crazy spots I didn’t even know I had.
“I thought you weren’t going to…to…”
“Last?”
“Yeah, something like that. Oh! Oh, wow!”
“I have my ways.” Raiden grins up at me like a fool, and my heart swells in my chest, though I don’t want it to. I don’t want it to have all these melty, gooey feelings, but it does. And the worst part? I don’t think it’s related to what we’re even doing.
I wriggle a little, and Raiden keeps doing whatever he was doing, and oh my god. I’m coming. Again. I’m coming harder than before—a second orgasm, which doesn’t ever happen. It doesn’t happen to me as I’m usually hard-pressed to even have one.
When I finally come down from the high and stop trembling long enough that I can open my eyes and just breathe, I find Raiden staring up at me with something close to reverence.
“See?” He breathes. “If that doesn’t prove you’re the most beautiful woman in the world, I don’t know what does.”
It should freak me out that he just watched me come and make some pretty scary faces or whatever, but it doesn’t—not even one bit.
When he moves inside me again, it’s clear he’s not nearly done. Apparently, he’s going for the trifecta. And apparently, it works. Not even a few minutes later, the waves of pleasure sweep over me again, and this time, Raiden comes with me. We rock and grind together