shoot himself. Etch knew cops who had died this way. He just never thought he would be one of them.
“Hey, asshole!” Lucia yelled, somewhere off to the left. “Maybe it’s because you got no dick.”
The biker lurched toward her voice. The pressure of the gun muzzle eased up a little between Etch’s eyes. “What?”
“You heard me,” Lucia called.
Etch could only see her feet behind the patrol car, but he understood what she was doing—crouching for cover, both hands on her weapon, elbows steadied against the hood of the car. Etch wanted to scream no. He couldn’t allow her to die, too. And yet he was totally powerless.
“I’ll kill this motherfucker!” the biker warned.
“Yeah,” Lucia said. “Because you got no dick. No wonder your girlfriend left you.”
“You bitch!”
“That’s right,” Lucia coaxed. “I’m the one you should be mad at. I’m laughing at you—a dickless coward who beats up his defenseless girlfriend. How’d you do against me, asshole? Come on, show me your gun.”
“I’ll kill you, you goddamn—”
He took the gun off Etch and pointed it at Lucia, which is what she’d been waiting for.
She shot him through the heart.
A month later, an official hearing cleared Lucia to return to patrol. The brass presented her a medal of bravery for saving three officers’ lives. She got an avalanche of press attention. She turned down offers of better assignments and went right back to patrol.
Etch and Lucia started meeting at the Pig Stand for dinner every night before their shift. Surprisingly, the manager was glad to see them. He comped every meal.
The changes between Lucia and Etch were subtle but seismic. She had saved his life.
“Thank you,” he told her one night, the first time he’d been able to say it.
Lucia looked up from her plate of onion rings. “No problem, Etch.”
He didn’t object to the name.
“How did you know the guy would turn the gun on you?” he asked. “How did you know what to say?”
She smiled ruefully. “I’ve made it a point to understand men.”
“Even men like that?”
“Especially men like that.”
He sensed more of a story there. He knew she was a single mom, raising a nine-year-old daughter named Ana. Speculation around the department was Lucia had to be lesbian. But Etch wasn’t so sure.
He’d never noticed the amber color of her eyes before, the way her short black hair curled behind her ears. She wore no makeup, but she had nice lips, the color of plums. He found himself wondering what she would look like in civilian clothes—a dress, perhaps.
Thirty years later, he could still remember the way she looked that night.
He opened his eyes. He thought again about what Miss Lee had told him.
He’d never trusted any cop the way he trusted Lucia. He sure as hell didn’t trust Kelsey to do things right.
He dialed the private number of a detective who owed him a favor—a narcotics guy who would’ve lost his job in an IA investigation if Etch hadn’t withheld some damaging information.
“This is Hernandez,” Etch told him. “I need you to do some surveillance for me. Starting now.”
• • •
MAIA WATCHED RETIRED M.E. JAIME SANTOS play golf for ten minutes before she decided he hated the game.
“You ever try driving with a nine-iron, Miss Lee?” he asked. “Horrible technique.”
The old man eyed the golf ball like it had offended him. He tapped it tentatively, holding his club in vein-gnarled hands. He swung. With a crack, the ball sailed toward the tenth hole. It rolled to a stop at the edge of the green.
If the swing gave him any pleasure, Santos didn’t show it. He pulled the pin out of the turf like a pest control expert extracting vermin.
Maia said, “Dr. Santos—”
“Call me Jaime.”
“—if I could ask you about the case.”
Santos’ eyes were watery brown.
Despite his sour expression, Maia thought she detected kindness there—deeply submerged, diluted from years of autopsying every type of atrocity man can do to man—but still present.
He glanced at the two caddies—his own, and the one who’d brought Maia out to the course. “Why don’t y’all run and get some drinks or something? The young lady and I will walk from here.”
“But, sir, your bag—”
“I got a nine-iron,” the doctor snapped. “What else do I need?”
He handed them each a twenty. The caddies got in their golf carts and drove away.
Maia and Santos began walking.
A cold drizzle fell.
In the distance, Highway 281 was shrouded with mist. Christmas lights blinked on the smokestacks of the Quarry shopping center.
“So you’re Tres Navarre’s friend,” Santos mused. “Met