some of this.”
“Are we wearing wrist cuffs?” I asked.
“No,” Shame and Terric said simultaneously.
Zay glared at both of them. “Yes,” he said. “We are.” He walked over to his car and opened the trunk.
I followed, leaving Shame and Terric behind. That didn’t last long. Even though Shame was hurt, and it obviously concerned Terric, they still didn’t like being alone with each other.
I’d gone out hunting with Zay and Shame only once before. Chase had been there too. We’d hunted Hungers, magic-eating, killing creatures that found their way into our world through the gateways between life and death and preyed on magic users and innocents alike. We’d fought the Hungers and, on the way, found Tomi being used by Greyson, and then Greyson himself.
But that time we’d been tucked away off the main roads, our cars covered by the trees and bushes. It was more than a little strange to be standing in the middle of a parking lot, even this late at night, with an open trunk filled with magical weapons. Most of the weapons could pass off as everyday items.
The machetes, for instance, might pass as yard tools. Lots of wild blackberries and ivy in Oregon meant lots of machetes in Oregon. And the knives could just be knives, the chains, just chains. But there were weird bits in the trunk too. Things that looked ancient. Archaic twists of metal and glass and leather that channeled magic, enhanced magic, did almost anything you could think of with magic, if they fell in the right user’s hands.
It gave me nightmares to think of what they would do if they fell in the wrong user’s hands.
Zay cast a subtle Illusion spell, just enough that people might think we were digging in the trunk for a spare tire or something. Then he started unloading the goodies.
I got a knife, the same one he gave me every time something like this went down.
“Isn’t that your blood blade?” Terric asked Zay.
“Yes.” Zay handed him a set of axes. Terric took them both in one hand, and finished off his coffee, then crushed the cup in his hand.
“What do you want, Shame?” Zay asked.
“Got a flamethrower in there?”
“Take a look.”
Shame threw his cig on the ground and dragged the toe of his boot across it. Then he stepped up and started digging through the trunk like a kid going elbow-deep in a candy bin.
“Lord, Jones, you’ve stocked up. What’d you think, we were taking down a fucking army?”
That perked Terric’s interest. He stepped up next to Shame. “Well, I’ll be shitted,” he said. “That’s an impressive toolbox.”
Zay shifted out of the way. Shame and Terric gleefully dug around in the weapons. They each proclaimed their finds much better than the other’s, and ended up—I am not joking—doing a round of rock, paper, scissors over something that looked like a cherry bomb, swapped a few other things, and actually laughed a little.
Forget the flowers. Forget the cards, or a nice dinner. Apparently deadly magical things were the best way to bring people together.
And they did look good together. I didn’t know how to explain it. Like shadow and light. They belonged in each other’s space. They even moved in unison, strapping on blades, and tucking other gear under their coats with an unconscious rhythm that echoed each other’s movements.
I looked over at Zay. He was watching them too, a thoughtful, sad expression on his face, like he was trying to solve a puzzle that had long ago lost its pieces.
I stretched my hand out and took his. He didn’t look down at me, but he wove his thick fingers between mine, and squeezed my hand gently.
Our fight suddenly seemed like a small thing.
Think they could at least be friends again? I thought.
All things break, all things end, he thought.
Maybe. But some broken things grow again. Like trees. And hope.
Soul Complements? He wasn’t asking me the question, so much as just asking. I didn’t know if that could ever grow between them again.
Shame laughed, I mean a deep chortle, and Terric hooted along with him. I didn’t know what they were laughing about, but it sounded dirty.
Maybe it never died in the first place, I thought. Maybe they just don’t know it yet.
I felt Zay’s quiet acceptance. His willingness to give them time, to be patient. To hope for them, even if they couldn’t hope for themselves.
It made me love him even more.
At that thought, he turned, looked at me, and smiled.
“What were you just thinking?”