okay?”
She’s biting her lip. Her eyes shine. I’m not sure what it is about her that scares me and makes me want more of her. Gently, I roll my hips in and out. We find a rhythm. My hand slides between us, finding her sweet pearl.
Her screams, having her under me, her eyes shining bright like a thousand suns, take over my rationality. I begin to thrust faster. I release a guttural noise as her body clenches around me. She squeezes my cock. I explode. It’s the big bang creating a new universe.
I could see us doing this for the rest of the day and into the night. This will be a memory I’ll treasure forever.
Chapter Six
Olivia
There’s nothing like sleeping against the warmth of a muscular chest. I would exchange my teddy for him. Who knew the worst Monday of my life would turn into the best Tuesday of my life so far. Though I’m not saying that I’m in love with the guy.
I’m sore after having sex with him three times. Touching… who knew I would enjoy his touch so much. My heart beats almost as fast as it did yesterday just thinking of everything that we did.
God, I can’t believe I gave my V-card to a total stranger.
What’s gotten into me this week?
Dan is right. I can be reckless. At least I’ll be one of the few who’ll say my first time was perfect. I remember Holly telling me that her first time had been awkward and painful. Mine… well, I have nothing to compare it with, but I liked it a lot.
“Are you awake?” he mumbles against my ear.
“Yes,” I whisper.
“I hate to say this, but we need to get ready if we want to catch our flights.”
“Already?”
He dusts kisses on my neck. “I’m afraid it is time to leave our snow globe.”
I turn around to look at him.
“These couple of days were truly unexpected,” I confess. “Why do good things come to an end?”
He kisses my nose. “We’ll never know. If you didn’t live so far away, I might say let’s try to see each other once in a while. Where do you plan to go to grad school?”
“Let me choose a college first,” I say with a chuckle. “You sound like Dad. I might have a few early admission responses when I get to San Francisco, but I’m not ready to decide.”
“Wait, you haven’t chosen a college yet?” he asks, jumping out of bed. “I thought you said you were a senior. I kept wondering how you could be a senior without declaring a major.”
“A senior in high school,” I add.
“Please tell me you’re at least eighteen.” His voice is a mix of anger and fear.
“I am. I’ll be nineteen early next year if you want to be technical.”
He runs a hand through his hair. “Fuck. I mean… Jesus, I almost committed a crime.”
“You’re only a couple of years older than me,” I argue.
“I’ll be twenty-four next year, Olivia.” He rubs the back of his neck. “This shouldn’t have happened.”
“So, what? I’m supposed to apologize because we didn’t exchange birth records?” I say indignantly and leave the bed, heading toward the bathroom. “You won’t take this away from me.”
He is crazy if he thinks I’m going to apologize for what happened. My heart breaks a little. Not because I’m in love with him. Let’s get real. This wasn’t about love. It was about a boy and a girl who met and are attracted to each other. This felt right to me. I know there’s someone out there for me, but I’m sure I won’t find him at this age. And it’s not Eros Zephier, or whatever his middle name is.
Eros might regret this day, but for me, it’ll be a fond memory. I’ll just erase the last few minutes.
I enter the shower, and he’s right behind me.
“So, when you said ‘died a virgin,’ you weren’t exaggerating like the rest of the stuff you said in the airport, were you?”
“Go away,” I order. I’m glad I’m washing my hair and my eyes are closed. He can’t see my red face and the anger that’s brewing through my veins.
“I’m sorry. I overreacted.” His voice is soft.
Rinsing my hair and removing the excess water on my face with my hands, I finally look at him.
“You’re sorry, but you regret it.”
He closes his eyes and presses his forehead against the tile wall. “I should know better. I should’ve been more careful with you.”
“It was my choice too,” I argue.