And all he'd asked in return was to stay anonymous. It seemed impolite for the captain even to be asking.
She couldn't break her promise - not like this, without even talking to Alek first.
Deryn saluted smartly. "I'm happy to do whatever I can, sir."
And she left without telling the captain any of it.
That evening when she went to find Alek on egg duty, the machine room was locked.
Deryn gave the door a couple of loud raps. Alek opened it and smiled, but he didn't stand aside.
"Dylan! Good to see you." He lowered his voice. "But I can't let you in."
"Why not?"
"One of the eggs is looking pale, so we've had to rearrange the heaters. It's all very complicated. Dr. Barlow said that another person in the room could affect the temperature."
Deryn rolled her eyes. As Constantinople drew closer, the lady boffin grew more and more protective of her eggs. They'd survived an airship crash, three nights on a glacier, and a zeppelin attack, and yet she seemed to think they'd shatter if anyone looked at them sideways.
"That's a load of yackum, Alek. Let me in."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes! We're keeping them close enough to body temperature. Another person in there won't hurt."
Alek hesitated. "Well, she also said that Tazza hasn't had a walk all day. He'll be tearing down the walls of her cabin if you don't see to him."
Deryn sighed. It was amazing how the lady boffin could be so tiresome without even being in the room.
"I've got something important to tell you, Alek. Shove aside and let me in!"
He frowned but relented, letting her squeeze past into the sweltering machine room.
"Blisters, are you sure it's not too hot in here?"
Alek shrugged. "Dr. Barlow's orders. She said the sick one needed to be kept warm."
Deryn looked at the cargo box. Two of the surviving eggs were nestled together at one end; the other was alone in the middle, surrounded by a pile of glowing heaters - far too many. She took a step forward to check the thermometer, then frowned. They were Dr. Barlow's barking eggs. If she wanted to cook them, fine.
Deryn had more important things to worry about.
She turned to Alek. "The captain called for me today. He asked about you."
Alek's face darkened. "Oh."
"Don't worry. I didn't tell him anything," she said. "I mean, I wouldn't break my promise."
"Thank you, Dylan."
"Even though he ..." She cleared her throat, trying to sound casual. "He told me to keep an eye on you, and said I should tell him anything I find out."
Alek nodded slowly. "He gave you a direct order, didn't he?"
Deryn opened her mouth, but no words came out - something was shifting inside her. On her way here she'd hoped Alek would give her permission to tell the captain, solving the whole dilemma. But now an entirely different desire was creeping into her mind.
What she really wanted, Deryn realized, was for Alek to know that she'd lied for him, that she would go on lying for him.
She suddenly had that feeling again, the same as when Alek had told her his parents' story - a crackling in the overheated air. Her skin tingled where he'd hugged her.
This wasn't going right at all.
"Aye. I suppose he did."
Alek sighed. "A direct order. So if they find out you've hidden my identity, they'll hang you as a traitor."
"Hang me?"
"Yes, for consorting with the enemy."
Deryn frowned. In all her weighing of promises and loyalties, she hadn't thought that far ahead. "Well ... not quite the enemy. We're not at war with Austria, the captain says."
"Not yet. But from what Volger's heard on the wireless, it'll only be a week or so." He smiled sadly. "Funny, all those politicians trying to decide if we're enemies or not."
"Aye, barking hilarious," Deryn murmured. She was the one standing here, not some politician. This was her decision. "I promised, Alek."
"But you also took an oath to the Air Service, and to King George," he reminded her. "I'm not going to make you break that oath. You're too good a soldier for that, Dylan."
She swallowed, shifting on her feet. "But what will they do to you?"
"I'll be locked up tight," Alek said. "I'm too valuable to let escape into the wilds of the Ottoman Empire. And when we get back to England, they'll put me somewhere safe until the war's over."
"Blisters," she said. "But you saved us!"
The boy shrugged. The sadness was still in his eyes. Not brimming over into tears again, but deeper than