little on my knees, still shaking with anticipation. His fingers grazed between my legs, fingertips dipping into my wetness just for fun.
Josh placed himself against me and I took control of what I wanted.
I lowered down and took him.
He instantly groaned and hissed as his lips attached to my neck and held there.
I moved super slowly and with purpose. Halfway down, I paused. I pulled myself back up. Josh thrust to chase me, but I stayed ahead of him. I was winning now. I was loving this now. But I couldn’t take it for too long. I lowered my hips back down, going all the way.
Josh’s teeth touched my skin as he inched down.
His hands moved to my hips, holding tight, guiding me against his thickness as I started to lose control… and feeling in my legs. All I could feel were my toes curled up tightly. He sat me up as he lifted and lowered his body to mine. His right hand stuck out behind him as his left hand touched my chest. I looked down and watched the way his strong hand clutched to my breast. Squeezing but not too hard. My nipple poking out between his thumb and pointer. Watching as his thumb slid over my nipple, making me jump. It was the first time I realized just how newly sensitive my nipples were. Which was another casual reminder that I was pregnant with Josh’s baby.
Our baby.
Our family.
Our future.
Our forever.
Josh came forward and latched onto my breast.
I cried out and drove my hips down with force against him. I moved forward and back with speed, feeling every perfect inch of him as I began to reach climax.
Josh pulled away from my breast with a teasing pop. His left hand raced up to my face and he forced me to look at him.
I stared into his eyes as I came, the deepest of aches finally being released. The explosion from my core, going in all directions, the most intense between my legs.
My body jerked up, suddenly wanting a moment of relief, but Josh wouldn’t allow it. He pulled me back down and held there, as deep as ever, my body pulsing against him, begging him to finish with me.
That’s when we kissed.
His fingers digging into my hair as the kiss went from romantic to sloppy.
He made a hurried move as he pushed from the bed and placed his hand to the small of my back, making sure we were still together as he rolled me to my back.
My hands grabbed his shoulders as he loved me some more.
He kissed my lips and inched down.
I arched my back as far as I could, feeling his tongue racing down my throat to my chest. He kissed as far down as he could without the lower half of his body leaving mine. He reversed the move back up and I moved my hands from his shoulders to his face.
I loved holding his face as he stared at me.
I loved the sound of love.
I loved the way it felt.
He kissed me again.
He then nestled his face into the curve of my neck.
His teeth grazed my skin again.
I gasped as I felt how full he was.
My hands tried to slide down his back, but they only made it halfway before he began to finish.
I froze and gasped.
Josh was heaven and hell combined.
And he was all mine.
I wrapped my arms around him.
I promised myself I would never let him go.
I lifted my head off Josh’s chest and watched him sleep.
He made me bite my lip like I was a teenager again. That time when I didn’t realize why I felt the way I felt or what I really wanted. Even though my innocence had long been taken, being near Josh back then gave me that innocence back. A different kind of innocence.
I kissed his chest and snuck out of the bed.
I grabbed Josh’s shirt off the floor and put it on. It was now my favorite shirt in the world.
I looked around the apartment. There was no way a baby would fit in here. And there was no way in hell I was bringing a baby into the apartment of cats either. That made me nervous, but it made me smile. Josh and I were going to find a place together. To have our own place. To raise our baby together.
There was no reason for me to be awake.
But it was a time when I actually didn’t feel sick. And my body felt comfortable