I whispered back, “Not sure.”
“I’m sorry the group sex is over. I had forgotten how much I fucking love to just watch.”
“Would you rather watch than have sex?” he asked.
“I’m so hot from seeing it all, and what I have done, it’s been amazing, and I want, need, to have sex.”
“Me, too,” Jason said, “but . . .” and he left the sentence unfinished so she could finish it.
“But,” she said with a little smile, “I’m sorry that Anita and Nathaniel are done.”
Nathaniel turned his head sort of up and backward to see her. “We don’t have to be done.”
“What do you mean?” she asked.
“He’s multiorgasmic,” Jason said, and there was no trace of envy, or negative anything, it was just a fact.
Her eyes went a little wide. “Really?”
“Really,” Jason said.
“After everything you and Anita just did, and you could go again, this soon?” J.J. said.
“Untie me and let me hold Anita for a few minutes, and yes.”
She gave him a speculative look and turned to me. “Really?”
“Yes,” I said.
“Impressive, especially for a guy,” she said.
“He is impressive,” I said, and smiled, “and the two of them together are an awesome combination.”
Jason turned to flash me a grin; Nathaniel bent at the neck, so I moved into the kiss he offered.
“I’d like to watch the three of you together one more time, and then when we split into couples, I’d like to go down on Anita.”
“That leaves us with nothing to do,” Jason said, “and if I have to watch any more girl-on-girl action without getting some action of my own, I’m going to cry.”
She laughed. “So you and Nathaniel don’t”—she made a vague waffling motion with her hand—“touch each other?”
They looked at each other. “We’ll touch during sex if we need to steady each other,” Jason said.
“You have high-fived each other over me, when you were particularly pleased with yourselves,” I said.
J.J. laughed. “Really?”
“More than once,” I said, and smiled. It had been a very guy moment, and almost ruined the afterglow for me the first time. Now I understood that it was the same as other male best friends high-fiving over a football win, or anything else they were interested in; sex and dancing just happened to be the two areas they had most in common. Once you gave up the idea that sex was different from any other hobby, it made perfect sense.
“Nathaniel and I are just best friends, no benefits.”
“Even though Nathaniel is bisexual,” she said.
“His bisexuality doesn’t affect my sexuality,” Jason said.
“But you’ve been with men.”
“I’ve tried it, and it’s just not my thing, but even if I were more heteroflexible than I am, it wouldn’t make Nathaniel and me lovers.”