My first trial was when I hit Daisy’s huge kitchen to find Daisy at the counter beating something in a bowl and Smithie and Shirleen sitting at Daisy’s kitchen table.
All eyes came to me and I knew they knew.
Whatever.
“Yo,” I greeted, strolling in.
“Ally,” Smithie replied, eyes never leaving me.
“Come sit by Shirleen, child,” Shirleen called, also keeping her gaze locked on me.
“You want pancakes, sugar?” Daisy asked as I moved toward the table.
I didn’t. The idea of food made me want to hurl.
“Sure,” I said and walked right up to Smithie.
Then I leaned in and kissed his cheek, muttering a distracted, “Hey,” as I moved around him and did the same with Shirleen.
After that, I sat down.
I looked out the window knowing that these people were nuts, but they loved me and they’d be careful with me. It’d be far easier to handle if they acted normally. But they were too kind to even think of doing that.
Therefore, I was bracing.
And in bracing, I didn’t see Daisy, Shirleen and Smithie giving each other wide-eyed looks.
“Uh… Ally,” Daisy called.
I tore my eyes away from the window and my mind away from noting there were ducks in her moat and I looked at her.
“Yeah?”
“Know you had a tough night, honey bunch, but Shirleen and Smithie are here for a reason,” she told me.
Fabulous.
I looked between them and asked, “Which one first?”
“Me,” Shirleen said so I focused my attention on her. When I did, she didn’t delay in declaring, “Your brother declines cases.”
My head jerked.
I didn’t expect to hear this. Demands to know what happened between Ren and me. Or how Ren wasn’t good enough for me. Or alternately how I should maybe give it more than three days of together together before I ended us. Or just kindness, and maybe sympathy.
Not a random detail about my brother’s business.
“Okay,” I replied cautiously.
“He does what he does. In other words, he makes decisions and doesn’t share why with me. But I see a pattern,” she went on. “He declines when we have a full caseload and the boys are stretched to the max. Usually, though, he declines if it isn’t enough of a challenge for their badasses to bother with.”
Suddenly, what she was saying cut through my melancholy.
I straightened in my chair.
“And?” I prompted.
“And part of my job is takin’ down the preliminaries of a possible case and reporting those to him. If he’s going to decline, usually he does it without a meet. That means he doesn’t decline, I do.”