But now I was sitting there, going over my strategy in my head and I was worried.
Even though both Hector and Al y said I was doing the right thing, I was thinking maybe I was going too fast.
Maybe I should wait until al the other stuff was finished.
Maybe I should wait until Mace was used to us being back together, until I’d been able to work on him a bit longer.
Maybe Mace didn’t need to deal with his Mom and Stepmom when bul ets were flying and his Dad was being an ass**le.
I heard the key in the door and Juno jolted up.
The door opened, the alarm started beeping and Mace walked in, his eyes coming directly to me.
“Hey, babe,” he said.
My heart did that settling thing again and I replied, “Hey.” He turned to the alarm, deactivated it, reactivated it then relocked the door as I walked across the room to him. Juno had already made it and he bent low to give her a rubdown while I stopped a few steps away and looked at him.
He looked good, faded jeans, black belt, black boots.
Today’s short-sleeved Henley was dark gray, the sleeves again tight around his biceps but with the way he was bent and rubbing Juno, the material had also stretched against his back, defining his lats. He was in a partial squat, the jeans too had stretched tight against the muscles of his knee and thigh. His dark hair needed a trim, so much so, it had started to have a bit of curl on the ends. But I could stil see some skin at the back of his neck, the skin was tan, the shoulders under the tee were broad.
Standing there, petting my dog, he was, put simply, beautiful.
I thought for a minute that he had to know it, how beautiful he was but it didn’t matter to him, not even a little bit.
For the first time in my life I found myself wondering how I got so lucky.
He kept bent low, his long fingers sifting through Juno’s fur as she wagged her tail and panted but his head tilted up to me when he said, “You’re up late.”
“Yeah,” I agreed. “You hungry?”
“No, boys had a meet at Lincoln’s. Ate there.”
“They pick up Sid?” I asked.
He straightened and shook his head. “Gone to ground.
Eddie and Hank had a meet with Turner. They’ve made a deal with the Feds, workin’ together now. They’re bringing in Sid’s soldiers. The ones they got shit on, they’re lockin’
up. The rest of ‘em, they’re shakin’ down.”
“Progress then.”
“Yeah.”
“What about George?”
“George has backed down. Lee sent him the photos Smithie got hold of. He does like his women chesty and I won’t explain how I know that.” I grimaced and Mace kept talking. “George is no longer a problem.” I nodded and we stopped talking and stood there, about three feet apart. Juno had sat down between us and was looking from one to the other, stil panting.
Final y, Mace spoke. “You okay?”
I blinked. “Yeah, why do you ask?”
“‘Cause your body’s wound up tight.”
“No it isn’t,” I lied.
“Babe, it is.”