Then, finally, I’m going to get my beard touched up and my hair trimmed. Not an entire cut because the length now is something I’m still getting used to. My hair has always been down to the middle of my back at least and now it’s not.
I’m more than ready for today to be over with so I can be in bed with my woman, showing her exactly how I feel about her. However, there are more than a few things to get through. Hopefully, none of this shit with Neil touches what I have planned for today.
Fox and I pull up to the courthouse just before I told Kim to bring Gwen there. Rich and Tommy are still with the women and have checked in several times throughout the day. Nothing has gone on while they were out or at Kim and Fox’s home. The breath I’ve been holding all day finally leaves and I can take a full, deep breath as I watch Kim’s car pull into the lot.
We walk down to the girls and Gwen looks up at me with love, wonder, and shock in her eyes. I’m dressed in a black button-down shirt with the sleeves rolled up to my elbows. My cut is on over my shirt while the black bandana I usually wear is tied around my head. I’m wearing a new pair of dark wash jeans with my boots covering my feet. Fox is wearing the same outfit as me with one exception; his shirt is red instead of black like mine.
Gwen takes my breath away as she stands before me wearing a white dress. It’s a simple sheath with a red ribbon resting just under her tits. The dress falls down to her ankles and has thin straps holding it up on her. She told me she never wanted anything big and fancy; the simpler things were, the happier she’d be. Her hair is half up with the long length curling down her back. Barely any make-up covers her face.
“You’re simply gorgeous,” I tell her, my voice sounding hoarse to my ears as a smile lights up her face. “I love you so much my Sparrow.”
“I love you too, Killer. So much. I can’t believe you did this for us. Are you sure this is what you want?” she questions me, resting one hand on my cheek.
“I’ve never been more positive of anythin’ in my life,” I reply, placing a soft kiss against her lips.
While I’d love to have the club involved in our special day, I don’t want to take any chances of a big gathering somewhere, even the clubhouse. If we had eyes on Neil, it would be a different story. Right now, it’s just not possible. I won’t risk Gwen for anything in the world. Including our wedding.
The four of us walk in the courthouse. Since I already talked to the judge who will be performing the ceremony, we don’t have to wait. I’ve already gotten the license and made sure we have everything we’ll need to make this marriage legitimate in the eyes of the law and citizens. We’re already as good as married in the eyes of the club and any other club we associate with. Today, we become official for everyone to see and know.
Walking to Judge Ambrose’s chambers, we all stand in front of him with Fox on my side and Kim on her sister’s. He goes through the short ceremony before pronouncing us husband and wife. I place a chaste kiss against my wife’s lips because it’s been way too long since I’ve been with her. If I kiss her the way I want to right now, we won’t make it out of here and will both end up with a charge.
Kim and Fox sign their names as witnesses while I keep Gwen in my arms. Her own are wrapped around my body as she sinks into me. I have no problem with keeping her in my arms for as long as she needs to be there. The rest of our lives will never be long enough to hold her, love her, or feel her love me. I don’t know what the hell I did to deserve her, but I’m not going to complain one bit. Gwen is the light to my dark, the air I need to breathe, the warmth to my cold, and the calm to my weathering storm. She’s the only one who will ever get all of me like I