was seeking death, but if I was, it was only to beat him at his own game. I lived more in a day …’ He broke off, shaking his head. ‘Nothing can describe it; it was so real, so damned exciting. It was impossible to take ordinary life seriously ever again.’
‘But Afghanistan got you in the end.’
‘I think not. Death looked down, took one look and said: Oh, it’s you again. Not today, thank you.’
She managed a laugh. ‘You fool. Anything else?’
‘I don’t think announcing to all and sundry that I’m a Catholic is a sound thought. The news that the heir to Talbot Place is a Fenian would have some people dancing a jig for joy — and many who wouldn’t.’
‘It’s your decision, not mine,’ Jean Talbot said. ‘I’ll go along with anything you want and we’ll keep our fingers crossed, but remember, Justin, this is Ireland, where a secret is only a secret when one person knows it.’
‘Then God help us.’ They had passed down the main street, a few parked cars, not many people about, and there was the Kilmartin Arms and the Church of the Holy Name to one side of it, a low stone wall surrounding a well-filled cemetery, the church standing some distance back. There was an old-fashioned lych-gate, a roofed entrance to the churchyard.
‘Let me out here,’ Talbot said, and his mother braked to a halt. He got out, taking his flight bag with him, and examined the notice board. ‘Church of the Holy Name, Father Michael Cassidy. My God, the old devil goes on forever. How old is he?’
‘Seventy-eight. He could have had preferment years ago, but he loves this place. You’ve got the times for Mass and the Confessional.’
‘Don’t tempt me, but I will have a word with him, and in friendship only. The fact of my new religion stays out of it.’
‘I’ll get moving then.’
‘I shan’t be long.’
He walked through the lych-gate as she drove off, and threaded his way through the gravestones to a horseshoe of cypress trees. There was a monument there, which bore the names on a bronze plaque of local men who had died while serving in the IRA. He didn’t bother with that, but walked through to a well-kept grave with a black granite headstone. The inscription was in gold and read: Killed in Action, Volunteer Sean Kelly, Age 19. August 27, 1979. It said other things, too, about a just cause and the IRA love of country, but Justin Talbot ignored them. Only the name and the age of someone he had truly loved meant anything to him. He turned away, close to weeping, and found Jack Kelly standing some little distance away, lighting his briar pipe.
He carried his sixty-nine years well, dark hair streaked with silver now, a face that had weathered intelligence there, also a quiet good humour. He wore a tweed suit and an open-neck shirt and there were good shoulders to him, a man who could handle himself, which wasn’t surprising in someone whose life had been devoted to the IRA.
‘Good to see you back, boy,’ Kelly said. ‘Tim keeps in touch on his mobile. I heard from him you’d been disappearing over the border again to Afghanistan.’
Tim Molloy was his nephew, one of many men in the Kilmartin district who had eagerly accepted the recruitment to Talbot International at good salaries. Tim, for example, was contract manager to the vehicle maintenance side of the business based in Islamabad, servicing civilian convoys to Peshawar and beyond, to the Khyber Pass itself. It was an important and hazardous job.
The truth was that Molloy and the Kilmartin group used their privileged position to off-load arms close to the border to dealers who took them over. Honed by years of experience with the IRA, Molloy’s group of ten men, all mainly in their middle years, formed a tightly knit crew that kept themselves to themselves. No one at Talbot International headquarters had the slightest idea of what was going on, except Justin Talbot.
‘Tim’s a good man, even on the worst of days,’ Talbot said. ‘But he hates me changing my clothes and slipping off over the border to have a look around and visit.’
They had moved to a bench close to Sean’s grave and were sitting. Kelly’s pipe had gone out and he lit it again. ‘He thinks you’re a lunatic going over for a stroll in a place like that — and disguised as a Pathan. He’s convinced that, sooner or later,