to open the door.
She threw herself into his arms and started to cry. "It was so horrible. So horrible. This ... man ... took me and Caroline and Cordelia. He killed Caroline. He--"
"Shhh," Fortunato said. "It's over. He's finished. His power is gone."
"I thought we were all going to die."
"Where's Cordelia now?" he asked gently. "Is she okay?"
"She went out. She's okay. She said she'd be back. Maybe. But Caroline..."
She started to cry again. Gradually she got herself under control and Fortunato took her inside. He had to put his suitcase down to shut the door, and Veronica saw it.
"What's that?"
"I'm leaving town for a while."
"Fortunato? Look, I can quit the smack. It's not a big deal. We can work this out."
"It's not about you."
She reached up and touched his forehead. It was smooth and flat. The bulge, where his reserve power built up, was gone. "Are you all right?" she asked.
He nodded. He'd been back to the apartment to pack and clean up. He put some food out for the cat and sat for a couple of minutes with her on his lap. There didn't seem to be any thing physically wrong with him, just this overwhelming detachment.
"I have to see Ichiko," he said. "I'll need some paper and a pen. And get your mother to bring her notary seal."
He had it all worded in his head, and it took less than five minutes for him to get it on paper, witnessed and notarized. He handed it to Ichiko. "It's yours now," he said. "Everything. You can keep it going if you want, or stop it. It's up to you."
"What happened?" Ichiko said.
Fortunato shook his head. "I don't want to change anybody any more. I don't want to make them into geishas or hookers or heroin addicts. If someone else does it that's fine, but it's not going to be me anymore. I don't want to change anybody but myself. I can't ... I can't take the responsibility."
"And the suitcase?"
"I'm going home. Back to Japan. To the Shoin-ji temple at Hara."
Miranda said, "What about your power?"
"It'll come back," Fortunato said, "I think. As to what I'm going to do with it, I don't know. I just don't know" Miranda looked at Ichiko. "Well," she said. "I don't want to give up the business. But I don't know if we can make a goof it without help. The Gambiones are always lurking like vultures, waiting for a sign of weakness."
"We've always protected ourselves with influence and money," Fortunato said. "You can do that as well as I ever could."
"Ah," Ichiko said. "But there was always the fist inside the glove."
Fortunato picked up a deck of cards from the end table. He took out the ace of spades and threw the rest of the cards away. He took the pen again and wrote, Help if you can. Fortunato.
"There's a man called Yeoman. You can trust him. If you need him, leave word at the Crystal Palace, and show him this card."
Veronica walked with him to the door. "What are you going to do?" he asked her.
"Fuck men for money," she said. "It's all I've got. What are you going to do?"
"I don't know."
"You're lucky," she said. She kissed him good-bye. Her mouth was soft and sweet and almost enough to change his mind.
Chapter Twenty-five
6:00 a.m.
After Jack left, Bagabond was left to stare at her transformation. The mirror revealed an attractive woman in her midthirties who tried to smile, but gingerly, as though her face might crack. She turned away. The suits had been barely tolerable, and only because she saw them as protective color. This dress revealed too much of someone she didn't know. For a moment, she considered changing into the dirty, torn clothing she had worn for so long. This new persona frightened her.
The black and the calico cats came up to her in response to her broadcast of pain. The calico leaped into her lap and licked her under the chin while the black rubbed his back against her calf. They questioned her about the sending. Bagabond tried to explain. She sent a picture of Paul to them both. Neither cat was impressed by the human they saw. Even Bagabond's emotional shadings of the face she remembered were not enough. The black looked up at her and imagined Paul's throat torn out. It was the simplest solution to him. If something annoys you, kill it. Bagabond shook her head and rebuilt Paul's image.
The calico sent a scene