Gemma: And what photo would let your cock be happy?
Connor: Well, I’m very hard right now. And I’d like to alleviate that problem.
Gemma: Okay, and?
Connor: I’d rather not look at a magazine.
Gemma: Okay, and?
Connor: I’d rather not look at a video.
Gemma: Okay, and?
Connor: At least not a magazine or a video of someone else.
Gemma: Okay, and?
Connor: Do I really have to spell this out for you, Gemma?
Gemma: I think you do.
Connor: Send me a photo of your tits.
Gemma: No way.
Connor: So I’m guessing that’s going to be a no to a photo of your pussy as well?
Gemma: Are you out of your mind Connor? There’s no way I’m sending you a photo like that.
Connor: Well, you asked me what my cock wanted and I told you, so I guess you’re denying me and him.
Gemma: I guess I’m denying both of you.
Connor: So then are you going to make it up to me tomorrow?
Gemma: I guess we’ll just have to see.
Connor: I guess I’m just going to be hard all day waiting.
Gemma: You can still take care of yourself Connor, I’m not stopping you from doing that.
Connor: Yeah, I guess I can take care of myself to mental images of you from yesterday.
Gemma: Connor.
Connor: What? Did you have fun?
Gemma: Yeah, I had fun.
Connor: Good, that’s all I wanted.
Gemma: Well, good then. I’m glad you wanted me to have fun.
Connor: I like making you happy Gemma, I hope you know that.
Gemma: Okay. I’m not sure where that came from.
Connor: I just wanted you to know just because I’m not looking to get married doesn’t mean I’m not a caring person.
Gemma: I never said you’re not a caring person.
Connor: I know, but I know you didn’t want to see me again and I’m not really sure where everything stands right now.
Gemma: I’m not really sure what you’re asking me, Connor. What do you mean where does everything stand?
Connor: I mean, are you okay still seeing me? Do you not want to see me again?
Gemma: I accepted your invitation. I’m fine with just seeing how it goes. Like you said, life is a journey, not a destination.
Connor: Hey, I never said that, but I like it. Smiley face. You sure you don’t want to send me a picture?
Gemma: I sent you a picture already.
Connor: What if I send you one?
Gemma: You can send me a photo if you want.
Connor: Do you want to see my cock?
Gemma: Connor.
I could feel my heart racing as I stared at the phone. Was he going to send me a dirty photo? It wouldn’t be the first dirty photo that I’d ever received, but it would be the only one that I’d ever really wanted to see. Was now going to be the moment that I was going to see his naked cock for the first time? I swallowed hard. Was it even safe? What if one of my cousins took my phone and looked at my text messages and saw it? It wasn’t a good idea. I quickly typed into the phone.
Gemma: Do not send it now. Lots of little cousins around, if they take my phone, I’m in trouble.
He sent back a picture of his face.
Connor: Don’t worry, I got you Gemma. See you tomorrow.
I stared at his handsome face and smiled. Why couldn’t he have been the one that wanted the serious relationship? Why couldn’t he have been the one that was looking to get married? He was amazing. He was handsome. He was funny and he was naughty and sexy in a way that didn’t make me feel like he was dirty and crude. It was fun, it was flirtatious. I let out a deep sigh. I was excited to see him tomorrow, maybe even more excited than I was to see Lucas. I knew that I was starting to feel more for Connor than I was for Lucas, but I also knew that Lucas was the one that could give me what I wanted, and that was important. Sometimes you needed to be with the one that wanted what you wanted and not the one that made you feel things that you shouldn’t.
Chapter 25
I was starting to wonder how players had the ability to juggle multiple women at the same time. There just weren’t enough hours in the day to handle two different guys. I was on my way to Lucas’s apartment, but Connor was texting me constantly. I stared at his