and Sara are still alive—”
“—actually saw Anderson? What did he look like?”
“But why would he even—”
“—okay, but that’s not—”
“WAIT,” Adam cuts everyone off. “Where the hell is he now?” He turns to look me in the eye. “You said Warner brought you out here to show you what happened to Omega Point, but then the minute Kenji shows up, he just disappears.” A pause. “Right?”
I nod.
“So—what?” he says. “He’s done? He’s just walking away?” Adam spins around, looks at everyone. “Guys, he knows that at least one of us is still alive! He’s probably gone to get backup, to find a way to take the rest of us out—” He stops, shakes his head, hard. “Shit,” he says under his breath. “SHIT.”
Everyone freezes at the same time. Horrified.
“No,” I say quickly, holding up both hands. “No—he’s not going to do that—”
Eight pairs of eyes turn on me.
“He doesn’t care about killing you guys. He doesn’t even like The Reestablishment. And he hates his father—”
“What are you talking about?” Adam cuts me off, alarmed. “Warner is an animal—”
I take a steadying breath. I need to remember how little they know Warner, how little they’ve heard from his point of view; I have to remind myself what I used to think of him just a few days ago.
Warner’s revelations are still so recent. I don’t know how to properly defend him or how to reconcile these polarizing impressions of him, and for a moment it makes me furious with him and his stupid pretenses, for ever having put me in this position. If only he didn’t come across as a sick, twisted psycho, I wouldn’t have to stand up for him right now.
“He wants to take down The Reestablishment,” I try to explain. “And he wants to kill Anderson, too—”
The room explodes into more arguments. Shouts and epithets that all boil down to no one believing me, everyone thinking I’m insane and that Warner’s brainwashed me; they think he’s a proven murderer who locked me up and tried to use me to torture people.
And they’re not wrong. Except that they are.
I want so desperately to tell them they don’t understand.
None of them know the truth, and they’re not giving me a chance to explain. But just as I’m about to say something else in my own defense, I catch a glimpse of Ian out of the corner of my eye.
He’s laughing at me.
Out loud, slapping his knee, head thrown back, howling with glee at what he thinks is my stupidity, and for a moment I seriously begin to doubt myself and everything Warner said to me.
I squeeze my eyes shut.
How will I ever really know if I can trust him? How do I know he wasn’t lying to me like he always did, like he claims he has been from the beginning?
I’m so sick of this uncertainty. So sick and tired of it.
But I blink and I’m being pulled out of the crowd, tugged toward James’s bedroom door; to the storage closet that used to be his room. Adam pulls me inside and shuts the door on the insanity behind us. He’s holding my arms, looking into my eyes with a strange, burning intensity that startles me.
I’m trapped.
“What’s going on?” he asks. “Why are you defending Warner? After everything he did to you, you should hate him—you should be furious—”
“I can’t, Adam, I—”
“What do you mean you can’t?”
“I just—it’s not that easy anymore.” I shake my head, try to explain the unexplainable. “I don’t know what to think of him now. There are so many things I misunderstood. Things I couldn’t comprehend.” I drop my eyes. “He’s really . . .” I hesitate, conflicted.
I don’t know how to tell the truth without sounding like a liar.
“I don’t know,” I finally say, staring into my hands. “I don’t know. He’s just . . . he’s not as bad as I thought.”
“Wow.” Adam exhales, shocked. “He’s not as bad as you thought. He’s not as bad as you thought? How on earth could he be any better than you thought—?”
“Adam—”
“What the hell are you thinking, Juliette?”
I look up. He can’t hide the disgust in his eyes.
I panic.
I need to find a way to explain, to present an irrefutable example—proof that Warner is not who I thought he was—but I can already tell that Adam has lost confidence in me, that he doesn’t trust me or believe me anymore, and I flounder.
He opens his mouth to speak.
I beat him to it. “Do you remember that