I mean Lilly. How are you this morning?’
“Well father thank you.” I stepped into his open arms.
He hugged me tight as was normal for him. He used to come to the house ever Sunday night, and play a few rounds of poker with my dad. He wasn’t like most priests…
I respected his honest and realities driven take on life.
“So will you be joining us in the rec hall for a friendly game of Poker?” He looked so hopeful.
“Sorry father Joe, but not this time. I’ve made dinner plans…well I sort of implied a commitment.”
“Well then it seems I won’t go home broke tonight,” he laughed.
“No, your money is safe with you this evening.” I added.
I never kept the winnings and always gave them to father Joe as a donation to the church. I think that was why he always insisted me attending these poker games.
He once divulged some knowledge on me when I was younger. He had said the life was very much like poker. You never know what hand you will be dealt but it is how you played that hand. It was important to know what cards were possibly out there. Knowing your opponents and knowing them well was lesson two and the potentially the most important. Nothing should go unnoticed. For those little gestures and movements, were more telling than the actual bluffs or action?
He was right…for, as life had already proven to me the first lesson. You never know what hand you will be dealt.
I knew how to play mine.
More small talk here and there; I was now hungry. Looking to Nana, I nodded.
“Ready?” she looked to me understanding I wanted to leave.
“Yes Nana, I’ll meet you at your house.”
“Sounds good Lilly…I have something for you. It was your grandfathers and I want you to have it.”
“Thanks Nana.” I kissed her cheek and walked to the car.
I looked once more, as she walked to her car. Opening my door, I sat down and put my seat belt on just to start my car.
The music was loud…and very inappropriate.
I shook my head laughing…thank god, my windows were closed. I backed the car up and pulled out of my spot…waiting for those to pull from the church parking lot. I couldn’t help but think back about all this weekend had handed me.
It had been a roller coaster ride.
Chapter 10
Brunch turned into me leaving at five. Nana and her advice. Always another sermon after church but this time her words were edged with concern.
I did my best to reassure her and left. Now in my car, I drove down the winding roads of the country making my way to the exit ramp to 83. I quickly called Brady, to check on Sam. He said a detective had stopped by and asked to see me.
Odd…
Brady’s tone had me curious. I told him I would meet him at Piv’s which was not too far from my current location.
Shit, I didn’t have Charlie’s phone number. However, based on what Brady didn’t say, I knew meeting him was important. Charlie, I’m sure won’t take it personally. It wasn’t his nature and I was sure he would find someone to take my place at dinner with him.
I increased my speed, as the high way seemed empty.
It was early evening and the sun already setting. There aren’t any light on this stretch of the highway and parts dark. I needed to be careful…between the twists and bends of the road this part of the highway had a lot of very stupid deer crossing at points. Growing up in this part of the county, I was very familiar with the highway and its dangers. Coming down the hill, I maneuvered my car around the few cars that drove at a leisurely pace. My speed increased as I noticed the tiny reflection…Deer
I pumped my brakes and nothing…my speed was increasing coming down the hill.
Shit…again, I tried the break. I had it pushed to the floor and nothing.
Calming myself, I would have to maneuver my car, just so to pass by the deer…I turned the lights off just to break their frozen gaze….
I turned them back on and the deer were moving. Thank god. I knew once around them the road would climb again and I would lose speed…enough to get the car to a crawl.
The speed was reaching 80, and the deer looked as if would not be an issue.
Coming down quick… my eyes widen in horror…a buck came running out into my path.
Trying to swerve it was too late. The car and the buck hit, sending my car in an uncontrolled play on the highway…
I felt the roll and the multiple impacts bouncing me like a Ping-Pong ball…the clang of metal scraping…I hit my head hard. The airbags exploding, along with the broken glass that littered around me.
My eyes heavy and the warmth of the blood pooling to the bridge of my nose.
I could barely breathe as I tried to move…Shit I was upside down and my arm was yelling at me in pain…possibly broken.
Oh god…I couldn’t feel my body, and the bile quickly rose to my throat.
The murky echoes of cars coming to a halt, and few door slams were barely audible.
Sounds of sirens followed, and what felt like was more metal clanging.
I felt my face, wiped off from the blood that blocked my vision…everything seemed black the voice no longer audible…the light dim but moved to each eye…
I couldn’t find my voice as my lungs felt as if they were on fire…my body limp…I fought to stay awake…
Opening and closing my eyes…the scenery seemed to be changing. The night sky above me…moving to what appeared to be an ambulance and again changing…It was a medevac Helicopter…My accident was that bad…that was all I could decipher…
My heart heavy, I couldn’t control it…
My eyes couldn’t stay open…the weight in my head heavy and drowning me into an oblivion. Losing grip over my situation, if this was death, then I had now control over it.
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In the darkness, I was brought back to my home…Ally running giggling and Jack chasing her around…I ran behind them laughing… “I’m gonna get you Jack…”
“Lilly…” She giggled
“I’m coming Ally…I’m here!” I chased behind her.
The rush of darkness blew through, with ambers igniting everything.
“Ally!” I screamed in a panic, “Ally!” no answer I turned and again I stood in the ruins of my home looking up to the threatening sky.
I shook my head no!…no!
I failed.
Lowering my eyes to the burnt embers around me, I let the tears fall, dropping to my knees.
I’m so sorry! I failed…
“Lilly…why are you so sad?” her voice was low and whispered.
I turned up and looked around.
“Where are you Ally?” I screamed with urgency.
A smoky white light, appeared thru the ash, she looked like an angel standing in front of me.
“Don’t be sad Lilly,” her angelic hand rose to my cheek.
“I failed…I didn’t protect you Ally…I failed!” I cried.
“You don’t belong here Lilly!” her voice sounded reverent “You never failed me Lilly…life had different plans and you need to let go Lilly…forgive…for me Lilly –for you…”
She faded from my view and smoke took her from me. The darkness once more surrounded me. Trying to fight it, I felt lost…and incapable.
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Table of Contents
Chapter 1
Chapter 2
Chapter 3
Chapter 4
Chapter 5
Chapter 6
Chapter 7
Chapter 8
Chapter 9
Chapter 10