Southeast Georgia Regional Medical Center patch was coming loose, just a little right of center.
“Yes.”
When his father smiled again, Henry looked down at his empty plate before reaching for another burger.
“Appetite’s back?”
Henry shrugged. “It helps.”
“Some of the medications have stomach side effects.”
“Eating helps,” Henry said.
“And the itching?”
“Scratching helps too.”
“Need more ointment?”
Henry shook his head, dark hair falling into his face and he left it there.
“Stronger?” his father asked. “I can make it stronger next time, if you’d like. Or not, whatever you need.”
Henry shrugged again and then pushed the plate of food away without taking anything.
“You can eat it if you want.”
“I’m not hungry.”
“Would you be if I wasn’t here?” His father’s hands rested on the table, playing with the plastic silverware, the skin white where he gripped the knife and fork too tightly.
Henry shook his head and reached for the food.
“Henry?”
“Sorry,” he said, around the first bite of the second burger.
“Me too,” his father said.
He stopped chewing long enough to look up at his father.
“Really, Henry, I’m sorry. Has Dr. Saville helped?”
With the rest of the burger in his hand, Henry stood. The metal chair folded in on itself and clattered to the floor. His father rushed around to pick it up.
“It’s okay,” Henry said, but his father unfolded the chair and slid it back into place anyway.
“My fault,” his father said.
“Stop saying that.”
“What?” His father looked at him, a frown drawing ever-deeper lines into his skin.
“That you’re sorry.”
“What would you like me to say, Henry?”
“Anything but that.”
“Dr. Saville?”
“I still don’t remember,” he said, turning to walk out the door. “But I’m fine with that now.”
Henry sat in his room, staring at a blank monitor, fingers resting on the keyboard. A branch beat against the window in the summer wind, the sound harsh and grating. He spun around in his chair, knocking a plastic pillbox to the ground. In the small room, it only took a couple of steps for him to reach the window and pull up the blinds. A sliver of moon surrounded by haze glowed above the tree line.
Across the backyard, through the branches, he could see a part of Justine’s house but the lights were off. He raised the window, and the noise of the leaves grew louder as branches skittered against the house. In the heat, he scratched at the scar around his neck.
Leaving the window, he moved the mouse to wake his computer up but focused on nothing beyond the lingering images of the dream. A ghost of a memory, a little girl calling him Daddy. And then, like his life, she was gone.
He took a deep breath. Another, counting to ten as he struggled to hold on to the memories until all that remained was his father’s voice, telling him about a life he couldn’t remember and a death he’d somehow forgotten.
three
William Franks rested his head in his hands, staring at his half-eaten dinner without seeing it. He rubbed his fingers into the skin of his temples, trying to knead the headache away. It didn’t help. He turned to look at the empty doorway that Henry had just walked through, trying to see even a shadow of his son, but there was nothing there.
“I’m sorry,” he said, the words quiet in the stillness of the empty room.
The headache never seemed to go away lately. He sighed as he turned the lights off, blinking in a short moment of relief from the brightness before heading to the kitchen. He pushed the toaster to the side and pulled out another bag of fast food. From the cabinet above the fridge he took down a bottle of ketchup and spread some on two burgers before wrapping them back up.
William walked to the back door, pushing the curtain out of the way to stare out into the yard. Shadows blanketed the ground and it was difficult to see. He rested his fingers on the light switch but didn’t turn it on.
The house settled around him, with soft squeaks from his son walking around upstairs and the steady hum of the air-conditioner. He stared out the window until his eyes began to water and only then did he turn the light on, flooding the backyard and banishing the gloom. With a deep breath, he unlocked the door, opening it slowly to cut down on the noise from the hinges.
The heat hit almost immediately, moist and almost too thick to breathe, hurting his lungs with each inhale. The pounding in his head returned with a vengeance, every beat