and mulled over this decision in my mind. Havoc. Just that one word, and my fate was sealed. “Wait. Don't tell me, I don't want to know.”
“Are you worried we'll hurt her?” Aaron asks after a few moments of silence. There's a song on the radio called Gasoline by I Prevail, and I feel like it encompasses the Havoc Boys perfectly.
“I'm worried you won't hurt her enough,” I say, and then I turn my phone off and shove it into my pocket. She might call the police again, but oh well. I told her we were staying the night at a friend's house and not to worry. She can't exactly report me as a runaway with that text between us. If she does, I'll … sic the boys on her.
I close my eyes and scrub at my face with my hands.
We don't talk again, stopping at Heather's school while I apologize profusely to the after-school program director, and then lead her out to the van. On the way back, we stop by some random girl's house, and a peppy teenager hops into the back to sit next to Heather. Apparently her name is Jennifer Lowell, and she goes to Fuller High. She's eighteen, a senior, and as soon as she graduates, she's running off to the University of California San Diego, blah, blah, blah.
Eventually, I tune her out and Aaron turns up the music. I don't think he's particularly interested in her babbling either.
When we get back, the girl bounces into the house and greets Hael with a warm smile.
“Brittany's been asking after you,” she says, and I clench my jaw.
“Maybe she should've thought of that before she dumped me again?” Hael challenges with a raised brow. “The girls are upstairs by the way.”
“Brittany says you blocked her on, like, everything. Do you want me to give her a message?” Jennifer presses, biting her lower lip coyly. “Or … maybe you're just done with Brittany altogether?” She reaches up and trails a pink sparkly nail down Hael's chest.
He just stands there and lets her do it, too, which fucking pisses me off.
“What are you gonna do, Havoc Girl?” Vic whispers, pausing next to me and following my gaze across the room. “Let another bitch touch your boy?”
“He's not my boy,” I say dryly, and Vic shakes his head.
“Suit yourself.” He heads outside, and I find myself moving across the room. I slap Jenn's hand away from Hael's chest and give her the deadliest glare I can manage. It must work because she takes a full step back, eyes wide, and stops popping her damn bubblegum for a minute.
“You're here to watch the girls, not hit on the Havoc Boys. Keep your fucking hands to yourself and do your job.”
“We've got some good shit this week,” Callum says, lifting up a baggy of weed. “You want to get paid?” He tosses it to her and grins. “Do what the Havoc Girl says and keep the kids safe. Our guys will be patrolling the neighborhood. You need anything, you've got Vic's number.”
“Got it,” Jenn whispers, averting her eyes as I give Heather a goodbye kiss and follow Callum out into the cool evening air.
“Your guys?” I ask, and he shrugs one loose shoulder.
“We don't operate alone, you know that. right?” He glances my way and throws up a crooked smile. “The five of us, we're the core of everything, but we work well with others, provided they know who's boss.”
“Vic?” I ask dryly, and Cal shrugs again.
“Vic,” he agrees, moving over to the minivan. We all pile inside, and I end up in a captain's chair in the middle row, opposite the asshole in question. Aaron drives, Hael sits in the passenger seat, and Oscar and Callum occupy the back row.
“Off we go,” Vic says as I glance around and realize how much stuff they just loaded in here in the last ten minutes. “Last chance, Bernadette: are you sure you want to go?”
I look him dead in the eyes, and I nod.
Initially, I thought I could get my vengeance while keeping my hands clean.
What I didn't realize was that my fingers were dipped in crimson the moment I said yes to Havoc's price. I may as well enjoy the bloodshed.
The drive to Principal Vaughn's is a lot longer than I expected. I stop staring at the clock thirty minutes in, my fingers dancing across the dark surface of my phone. It's tempting to turn it back on and see if my