I even have to say this? No friends over. No sneaking out, no beer, no etcetera?”
“Gimme a break,” she said. “Haven’t I been like a perfect child?”
“Truthfully? Yes. Great record. Don’t mess it up.”
Seventeen
Courtney made a decision to show Lief how totally functional they were, just the two of them. When she got to school she told Amber that her dad’s trip was postponed, and it would maybe happen next week, but she wouldn’t be spending the night.
“Aw, that’s too bad,” Amber said. “I was kind of hoping you’d come.”
“Well, I could come anyway, but I should stay home and, you know, catch up on stuff. You’re doing okay on algebra, right?”
“Thanks to you!” she said, smiling.
“Will you tell your mom and dad? Tell your dad not to come and pick me up?”
“Sure. Wanna do something on the weekend?”
“We could do that,” Courtney said. “I’ll ask my dad.”
And when she got home from school, Lief was gone and Spike was in the kennel waiting for her. Lief had left her a note: Call my cell for any reason. And here are some numbers in case you have a problem of any kind. Love, Dad.
Dad. That felt so good, so right. So there was a lot in her life that was kind of upside down, but Lief was her dad and he was getting the papers signed.
They had talked about her last name—Lord. She’d been using Holbrook at school because it was less confusing, but it wasn’t her legal name. Lief had told her that after she was eighteen she could have her name legally changed if she wanted to and wouldn’t need anyone’s permission, not even Stu’s. She was planning on doing just that.
The names and numbers under his note included Kelly’s cell phone and landline, the number for the town doctor, Dr. Michaels, the number for Jack Sheridan, who could find anyone she might need, Mike Valenzuela, the town cop and the number of the veterinarian in Fortuna they’d taken Spike to for his shots.
She’d only been home a couple of hours when her cell phone rang, and she saw that it was Lief.
“Hi, honey,” he said. “Doing okay?”
“Just doing homework,” she said. It wasn’t a complete lie. She was doing homework, but she wasn’t doing it with Amber. She was doing it at home alone. She was thinking about making some mac and cheese, and while she told the literal truth, she knew she was misleading him. She just wanted him to know that they could make it, just the two of them. She wanted him to know she’d stick by him, and he didn’t need to be sad anymore.
Regardless of all the things Jerry and Lilly had said about this, about worrying about the grief and pain the future might bring, it still seemed like the best idea was proving herself competent. And proving to Lief he didn’t need anyone else.
“When is court?” she asked him.
“I appear in judge’s chambers tomorrow, not open court. Stu signed his documents and doesn’t even have to be there. I’ll see the judge at nine, be done by ten, have a meeting with the lawyer, then lunch with my agent since I’m here and can’t get a flight back till later. Then I’ll drive home from the Bay Area. You’ll probably be asleep when I get home.”
“But will you text me if you have any problem with the judge?” she asked.
“Of course, but don’t worry. I’ve been told that, with Stu’s consent, this is as good as over.”
“Okay. And will you please wear your seat belt?” she asked.
There was momentary silence. “Courtney, I always wear a seat belt, you know that.”
“Right. Yeah. Just making sure.”
“You all right, honey?”
“Sure. I think it’s time to eat, I’d better go.”
“Well, say thank you to Hawk and Sinette for me, will you please?”
“Yeah, I will. Talk to you tomorrow?”
“I’ll give you a call when you should be home from school, before I catch my flight.”
“Good. Right,” she said. “See you later.”
Once she had signed off, she felt all proud again. She felt like this was the right thing to do, to show him they’d be fine without anyone else joining their family. She finished her homework, started water boiling for her mac and cheese, and then she heard the telltale sound of gnawing.
Crap! she thought. She’d forgotten about Spike. He was loose. And it took him about ten seconds to get in trouble.
And then there was a pop, a yelp, the lights in the other