to shower, change, listen to the coaching staff tell them what they did wrong. What they did right. Giving instructions on what they’re going to work on in practice.
Shooting the shit with his teammates.
Whatever it is professional athletes do in the locker room after a game.
Standing at my bathroom sink, I splash cold water on my face, occasionally looking up to stare at my own reflection—eyes tired, mouth downturned. I have a lot on my mind, and it shows.
First I’m mad, then I’m disappointed.
Then…
The tears come.
I cry, washing my tears down the drain along with my makeup, face splotchy, debating my options.
Let it go and pretend nothing happened. Pretend I had an amazing time with his parents watching the game—as I had been, until his mother dropped a truth bomb on the entire evening.
Call Hollis and ask her what she would do, although I have a feeling she’ll try to talk me out of being mad, considering she wants to be cousins AND sisters-in-law.
Text Tripp and give him a piece of my mind, tell him to piss off, tell him I never want to see him again.
Which would be a lie.
But a girl has to have some standards and if I let him deceive me like this, where does it end?
He wasn’t going to say anything!
Maybe I should call Hollis.
I look down at my phone, with its zero text notifications and zero social media notifications, and frown.
Two hours past.
Nothing from Tripp.
Figures—he has other things on his mind that do not include me. Perhaps his parents are staying at his house tonight and he rushed home to meet them.
That would make sense.
Still, it would be nice to hear from him, considering he invited me to the game as his guest.
I scrub my face, getting angrier by the second, mad crying, scowling in the mirror—it’s a face only Tripp would love.
Love.
Ha!
He doesn’t even respect you enough to call.
Jerk.
He is a jerk! Has been from day one and why the hell did I think he was going to suddenly begin making an effort because—
My doorbell rings, stopping my tirade, causing the linen makeup removal rag in my hand to stop scrubbing.
Who the heck is at my door at midnight?
Cautiously, as if an intruder lies in wait around my bedroom wall, I ease up to the front door, going up on my tippy toes to see through the peephole.
It’s Tripp, back turned to me, facing the street, hands stuffed in the pockets of workout pants.
I unlock the deadbolt and chain, cracking the door a few inches.
“What are you doing here?” My words come out sounding salty and bitter, when in reality, the sight of him makes my stupid heart pitter-patter and ache. My feelings are hurt, dammit!
If my attitude surprises him, he doesn’t show it. “I came to see you, silly.”
Silly?
Okay, what is going on here?
“Uh…can I come in?” He looks puzzled, like the next words out of his mouth are going to be, Why am I still standing on your porch?
I look him over good and hard before opening the door wide enough for him to gain entry, skeptically pursing my lips. “Fine.”
Tripp removes his jacket, hanging it on the hook in my tiny little foyer.
“I haven’t been here since I moved you in.” He looks around, glancing into the kitchen as he walks by, removing his shoes before stepping on the carpeting in the living room.
My hands go to my hips. The nerve of him, waltzing in and pretending nothing is wrong when I’m fit to be tied!
“Nope, you haven’t.” Because I’m an idiot and have only gone to his house instead of making him come to me.
Tripp slowly sweeps his gaze back to me, getting his first look at my face.
“What’s wrong, Chandler?”
My chin goes up resentfully. “What do you mean?”
“Your face is all red.”
I sniff. “It was cold outside tonight.”
“You were inside.” His eyes narrow as he studies me closer. “Tell me what’s wrong and stop bullshitting.” Tripp’s arms cross as if daring me to say Nothing as women often do.
That stubborn tilt of my chin goes a bit higher. “You want to know what’s wrong? Fine, I’ll tell you—have a seat.”
“No thanks, I’ll stand.” His legs part in a defensive pose. “I take it you didn’t have a good time tonight? What the hell happened, Chandler?”
My name on his lips makes me squirm.
Just say it, Chandler. Tell him what’s bothering you. Have the guts to say it.
“I was having a good time. And then—I wasn’t.”
“Okayyy.” He draws the word