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continuing to knit although I knew I'd have to unravel every stitch. I slowed down as I gathered my thoughts. I'd given up paying attention to the pattern and was working the design by memory. Knitting right now wasn't a good idea because I was bound to make errors, but I needed something to occupy my hands.

"What do you mean, explains a lot?" Margaret echoed, her tone hostile.

"Your attitude at work, with me and with other people."

"You don't know what you're talking about."

I wasn't choosing my words as carefully as I should, but I went on, anyway. "You've been prickly and abrupt with the customers."

"If you don't want me working here, all you have to do is say so," Margaret snapped.

"Why does it have to be like this with us?" I pleaded. "I'm your sister."

"You're my employer."

"I'm both, but I've never felt it was necessary to draw any lines." Apparently she did. "I asked you recently if everything was all right and you assured me it was."

"Like I said, my life is none of your business."

I blinked back tears. "If that's how you feel, then fine."

"Whatever!"

I'd heard my two nieces respond in just that way countless times and always been amused, but I wasn't now. Stuffing the half-knit sweater back into the wicker basket, I bolted to my feet. "I'm your sister," I said again. "Isn't it time you started treating me like one?"

To my absolute horror, Margaret covered her face and burst into tears. I watched her, aghast, hardly knowing what to say.

"Margaret?" I whispered. "What is it?"

My sister whirled away and rushed to the back room.

Despite the two customers who'd just come in, I followed her. Thankfully they didn't need yarn or attention just then, because I would've abandoned them. Margaret was my first priority. Once again risking her rejection, I placed my arm around her. To my surprise, she turned to me and rested her head on my shoulder.

"I wanted to tell you," she sobbed.

"Why didn't you?" I didn't understand it. I was afraid I'd failed her in some way, but had no idea how.

"I...couldn't."

"Yes, you could."

"Matt is feeling wretched.... He always believed he'd retire from Boeing. He's been with the company all these years."

"I know," I said soothingly. "I'm so sorry."

Margaret straightened and wiped the tears from her cheeks. "I was afraid you'd give me that Mary Sunshine routine of yours, and I just couldn't deal with it."

"The what routine?"

"You know - your 'everything will be better in the morning' speech."

I stared at her blankly.

"All you need to do is think happy thoughts, and all your problems will go away," she went on in an insulting saccharine voice.

Sometimes the truth is painful to hear and this was one of those times. Had Margaret come to me a few weeks earlier that is what I would've said. Well - not exactly, but something along those lines. Being positive and hopeful, choosing happiness: that was the approach I tried to bring to my life these days. Without intending to, I'd probably sounded glib to Margaret as I burbled on about my own contentment.

"What can I do to help you?" I asked.

She shook her head. "Nothing. All I really want you to do is be my sister. I don't want advice. I don't want you to worry." She tried to smile. "I'm doing enough of that for everyone."

"There must be some way I can help," I insisted. I was beginning to think I'd already failed on all counts, but I was determined to try.

Margaret's teary eyes met mine. "You could listen."

I nodded and we hugged. "Why don't Brad and I join you on the fourth," I suggested. "We'll have a barbecue together."

Margaret managed a quavery smile. "As you might've noticed, I'm not much fun to be around lately."

"We'll make the best of it. We're family."

Fresh tears filled her eyes. "Thank you," she whispered.

I hugged her again, grateful we'd talked, and sorry I'd delayed it so long.

CHAPTER 11

ELISE BEAUMONT

Elise was as ready to see Marvin "Maverick" Beaumont as she could be. He was due to arrive that afternoon. Her daughter had been fussing with the house for days, cooking and cleaning as if she were expecting royalty. All this special attention irritated Elise no end. At any other time and for anyone else, Elise would've been just as involved, elbow-deep in the preparations. To be fair, she'd helped some, mostly by keeping the boys entertained so Aurora could do her straightening, vacuuming and polishing.

"Mom," Aurora cried in a panic,