kitchen pretending to do homework, but really Cara was unspooling into an existential crisis.
‘And I told him that I still don’t know what I want to study at uni, let alone where I want to go. And he’s all “time’s ticking, Cara” and it’s stressing me out. Have you had the talk with your parents yet?’
‘Yeah, a few days ago,’ Pip said. ‘I’ve decided on King’s College, Cambridge.’
‘English?’
Pip nodded.
‘You are the worst person to vent to about life plans,’ Cara snorted. ‘I bet you already know what you want to be when you grow up.’
‘Of course,’ she said. ‘I want to be Louis Theroux and Heather Brooke and Michelle Obama all rolled into one.’
‘Your efficiency offends me.’
A loud train whistle erupted from Pip’s phone.
‘Who’s that?’ Cara asked.
‘It’s just Ravi Singh,’ Pip said, scanning the text, ‘seeing if I have any more updates.’
‘Oh, we’re texting each other now, are we?’ Cara said playfully. ‘Should I be saving a date next week for the wedding?’
Pip threw a ballpoint pen at her. Cara dodged expertly.
‘Well, do you have any Andie Bell updates?’ she said.
‘No,’ Pip said. ‘Absolutely nothing new.’
The lie made the knot in her gut squeeze tighter.
Ant and Connor were still denying authorship of the note in her sleeping bag when she’d asked them at school. They’d suggested maybe it was Zach or one of the girls. Of course, their denial wasn’t solid proof it hadn’t been them. But Pip had to consider the other possibility: what if ? What if it was actually someone involved in the Andie Bell case trying to scare her into giving up the project? Someone who had a lot to lose if she kept going.
She told no one about the note: not the girls, not the boys when they asked what it said, not her parents, not even Ravi. Their concern might stop her project dead in its tracks. And she had to take control of any possible leaks. She had secrets to hold to her chest and she would learn from the master, Miss Andrea Bell.
‘Where’s your dad?’ asked Pip.
‘Duh, he came in, like, fifteen minutes ago to say he was off tutoring.’
‘Oh yeah,’ Pip said. Lies and secrets were distracting. Elliot had always tutored three times a week; it was part of the Ward routine and Pip knew it well. Her nerves were making her sloppy. Cara would notice before long; she knew her too well. Pip had to calm down; she was here for a reason. And being skittish would get her caught out.
She could hear the buzz and thud of the television in the other room; Naomi was watching some American drama that involved a lot of pew-pewing from silenced guns and shouts of ‘Goddamit’.
Now was Pip’s perfect moment to act.
‘Hey, can I borrow your laptop for two secs?’ she asked Cara, relaxing her face so it wouldn’t betray her. ‘Just want to look up this book for English.’
‘Yep, sure,’ Cara said, passing it across the table. ‘Don’t close my tabs.’
‘Won’t,’ Pip said, turning the laptop so Cara couldn’t see the screen.
Pip’s heartbeat bolted into the tops of her ears. There was so much blood behind her face she was sure she must be turning red. Leaning down to hide behind the screen, she clicked up the control panel.
She’d been up until three last night, that what if question haunting her, chasing away sleep. So she had trawled through the internet, looking at badly worded forum questions and wireless printer instruction manuals.
Anyone could have followed her there into the woods. That was true. Anyone could have watched her, lured her and her friends out of the marquee so they could leave their message. True. But there was one name on her persons of interest list, one person who would have known exactly where Pip and Cara were camping. Naomi. She’d been stupid to discount her because of the Naomi she thought she knew. There could well be another Naomi. One who may or may not be lying about leaving Max’s for a period of time the night Andie died. One who may or may not have been in love with Sal. One who may or may not have hated Andie enough to kill her.
After hours of stubborn research, Pip had learned that there was no way to see the previous documents a wireless printer had printed. And no one in their right mind would save a note like that on their computer, so attempting to look through Naomi’s would be pointless. But