her mouth twitched, and I couldn’t tell whether the unintentional humor was in my delivery, or whether there was something darkly comic at the core of the entire situation.
“Well, if you need a ride home, I’ve got you,” Elyse said. She turned to the detective. “I can take it from here.”
Detective Rigby smiled tightly. Sydney grinned at Elyse. “She’s just about all set,” the doctor said. Then she turned to me. “I can also probably get the paperwork sped up, seeing as none of the departments want to look bad in front of you.” She patted the edge of the bed before leaving. “Glad you have someone here with you.”
Detective Rigby stood and handed me her card. “There’s going to be some activity around your house,” she said. “A team will be at the scene for most of today, at least. And there will probably be some follow-up visits. Some paperwork.”
“Thanks,” I said. It was a relief that she was leaving. A sign that she had gotten what she’d come for. That the story held.
The detective paused at the exit. “I’ve got your initial statement, but it might help if you write down everything you can remember as soon as possible when you’re back at the house, for when the time comes. See if being back home triggers anything else. You’re a witness, and memories have a way of . . . slipping after too much time.” She stared at me before stepping through the gap in the curtains.
Elyse made an overexaggerated grimace when the detective was out of sight. “Yikes,” she said. “She’s very intense. I didn’t expect that when I first saw her.”
“She is investigating a death. That’s probably the required demeanor,” I said.
But Elyse was right. There was something about Detective Rigby that made you focus on the wrong thing. I’d spent the last hours beside her trying to unravel the surface of her and missing what she was actually doing here. I wondered if this was how she worked—letting people underestimate her and seeing what they gave away in the process.
I’d let her into my house, let her look around. Let her sit beside me while the doctor gave an opinion on my injury. It had probably worked out for the best. She’d seen inside both Rick’s home and my own and must’ve realized no crime had taken place inside.
But I’d let her in, not even realizing what she was doing. I’d let her in before I’d had a chance to see it for myself. That could have been a huge mistake. I had to be more careful.
“I’m gonna go check on the paperwork,” Elyse said, squeezing my leg. “Sit tight, okay?”
Separated from me by the curtain, the bustle on the other side fell away—a reality happening somewhere else. A shadow rushing by. A beeping from somewhere down the hall.
A phone started endlessly ringing, and my mind was back in the darkness, struggling for context. I closed my eyes, trying to find it—the memories, before they slipped. Searching, like Detective Rigby had suggested:
Texting Jonah, wineglass in hand. Realizing it was a mistake. Walking to the bedroom . . . Somewhere in the following hour, I’d gotten changed, climbed into bed, placed the phone beside me on the nightstand. But I couldn’t pull those details to the surface. They were mundane, the minutiae of each day, a subconscious routine. I could picture it but couldn’t be sure the memory was from last night specifically, above any other typical night. Instead, I heard the ringing. Felt the impact of the hard earth. Saw the shadow beside it, and the dirt and blood and—
“Liv?” Elyse was standing in the gap of the curtains but now rushed to my side, hand to my wrist. “You’re breathing too fast. Your pulse is racing.”
She looked to the hall like she was going to call for a doctor, but I gripped her hand. “I just want to get out of here. Please. I want to go home.”
Her large brown eyes searched mine, and she nodded. She placed a hand at my elbow as I stood. “Yeah, we’re getting out of here.”
EVEN EXPEDITED, IT WAS nearly an hour after Dr. Britton had finished up by the time I had the discharge papers and the prescription from the pharmacy in hand.
Elyse yawned as we walked across the lot for her car. The sky in the distance was lightening with a purple glow. I eased myself carefully into the passenger seat of her white sedan, and